** WARNING: Domestic violence triggers ** --Laya It was extremely late and I was so drained and exhausted from everything that I just felt blank. I didn't have the capacity to even begin to process my emotions. Landon and I had just gotten back to the packhouse and I hadn't let go of his hand since we left campus. The thought of having to let go now was more than I could handle at the moment. He reminded me that it was time to do just that though when he brought up breakfast time that would be happening in what was now a few hours. "You don't have to come down for breakfast later, you should probably. I'll ask Mrs. Bennett to make something to come up for you." "I don't know that I'll be hungry, but that sounds good. Thanks." I finally answered. I hadn't spoken much since we left c

