Release

“Are you sure?”

I warned you.

I asked you to be sure, you said you were sure.

I told you I wasn't a toy.

I warned you.

I asked you to be sure, you said you were sure

You were sure for 48 days.

I warned you.

And tonight?

Tonight and every night since it’s ended

I lie awake searching

searching through my memories to pinpoint where I went wrong

searching for any sense of relief from the war zone you’ve created in my mind

searching for the pieces of myself that I gave to you

Give them back

give me back the nights that i've spent crying over you

you said you were sure

give me back the laughter I used to have with my friends

you said you were sure

give me back my mindset before you broke me

you said you were sure

you promised me it meant something to you too, I asked to make sure

You should have said you weren't sure.

I would’ve kept my secrets hidden

I would’ve kept my walls up

I would’ve kept my mind free from your

grasp

I would’ve kept my heart in one piece

I would’ve said thank you

but you said you were sure

You lied.