Chapter 20: submissive IRIS Something strange is happening to me. I can't control myself. I can't f*****g control myself whenever I'm around him. I thought I hated this man? I thought I f*****g hate everything concerning him? So why am I here, crying in desperation, Anticipating his touch. Wishing he would f**k me till I pass out? What?!!! Ohh I forget, I'm not in control of myself right now. It's my wolf. Arister. This is her doing. I remember sleeping under his arms, only to wake up with nightmares. In the dream, I was kidn*pped by Cole and his father once again. And when I woke up, I couldn't hold back my tears. I was lonely, I was scared. knowing no one will understand how I feel each day I remember what Cole and his father did to me. I felt trapped inside. Until I perceived

