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How long will this go on? I couldn’t imagine my mind could take the torture for days, let alone for weeks on end. My faith that I would find a way out suddenly seemed foolhardy. I grappled for that sense of confidence that only hours before had come so naturally, just to come up short. Instead of being dragged into the quicksand of hopelessness, I returned to my thoughts of Fen. For hours, I relived our time together, and when I ran out of memories, I created new ones. Before long, the daydreams began to feel real. I struggled to recall which scenes in my head had actually happened and which were fantasy. Then I realized that I didn’t care and surrendered myself to my imagination. OceanofPDF.com Chapter Sixteen OceanofPDF.com CAT Stabbing hunger pangs radiated from my stomach, drawing me y
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