AEONIAN FEELINGS (A Romance Novel)

CHAPTER 04

Chapter 04:

"Well, I just wanted to say that I need you today.... Tell me it's all gonna work out alright... I don't know where I should I start... But with all of my heart... Baby, let me be your lover tonight.

Baby, you don't understand our love lies lost... But you're still holding my hand... Oh, and then you walk away... Just tonight, I want you to stay.

You're turning me on, you turn me around.

You turn my whole world upside down.

You're turning me on, you turn me around.

You turn my whole world upside down."

"Hey bro... your mom is still waiting for you!" Wade informed to me then remove my earpods.

Sinabi ko ng wala akong planong pumunta sa Baguio pero sobrang mapilit ni Mom. Wala naman akong ibang gagawin lang dun kun'di ang tumunganga lang buong bakasyon. Memorise ko na nga lahat ng tourist spot doon at nakakasawa na rin. Nakakasawa na ring makisama sa tarantadong Wade na 'to dun.

All i want is a kind of peace vacation. Writing some songs and practicing how to strumming my new guitar... but eventually, my planned is not on the process again. D*mn.

"I said i don't want to go with that place... okay na ko dito." pagpapaliwanag ko dito at isinalpak kong muli sa tenga ko ang earpods na tinanggal niya.

"Raze!! Your tita Glenda is on her way now!! Bilisan mo na dyan!!" my mom shouted. Inihilamos ko ang palad ko sa mukha ko dahil sa inis. Pesteng buhay naman 'to!

Pinanlisikan ko ang walang hiyang pinagtatawanan pa ko. "Here we go again, Raze... you will go to Baguio or your mom will shouting you everyday?" f*ck you asshole!

I throw my pillow on him. "Itikom mo 'yang walang magandang dulot na bibig mo kung gusto mong pumunta sa Baguio na walang bukol 'yang noo mo, Wade." pananakot ko dito bago ako magtungo sa banyo.

Nakakainis talaga si Mom!

Bukas darating sina Andrea dito. Dito daw sila magbabakasyon at isa rin 'yon sa dahilan kaya ayaw kong pumunta sa Baguio. Chance ko na 'to para makasama ko ulit siya dito ang kaso... hayop ka talaga Wade... isa ka talagang dakilang sipsip. Pinilit ba naman niya si Mom na doon na naman ako magbakasyon ulit sa kanila!

"Maraming bagong lipat dun na chix, bro. And that girl name Reign... type ko siya." tssk, parang timang.

"Maagaw nga 'yang Reign." biro ko dito habang abala ako sa pagsusuklay ng buhok ko. "I will try to court her... pangalan pa lang maganda na... siguro pati rin mukha niyan maganda." i bit my lower lip to control my laughing when i saw his face... jealous.

"If you do that, i will court Andrea too." para namang may pag-asa ang walang hiya.

I chuckled. "You wish bro. Ako nga olats na sa kaniya ikaw pa kaya na mukhang aso?" pang-iinis ko pa dito kaya mas lalong lumalim ang kunot sa may noo nito. "Tara na... baka nandyan si tita Glenda sa baba." pang-iiba ko sa usapan at agad na kong lumabas ng kwarto.

I saw Mom and tita Glenda talking about something. While tito Leo busy typing on his phone.

"Nandoon na po lahat ng gamit niyo Sir Raze... pinaayos na po ni Ma'am Nicolla." sabi ni Manang kaya ngumiti ako dito ng tipid.

"Okay, salamat po Manang." she just smiled.

Agad akong umakyat sa taas ng makita kong hindi nailagay ni Manang Sally ang gitara ko sa loob sasakyan. My life will became boring if i don't have that in that place again.

I stopped to step on the stairs when i saw my Mom standing on my door's room while his arms is on her chest.

"Where do you think your going, my son?" she asked then up her one eyebrow.

"Kukunin ko lang po 'yong gitara ko, Mom. Nakalimutan ata ni Manang Sally na isama." tamad na pagpapaliwanag ko dito pero nagulat ako ng tapikin niya ang kamay kong handa na sanang pihitin ang seradula ng pinto.

"Ako ang nag-utos kay Manang na huwag isama 'yang gitara mong 'yan. I just want you to enjoy your vacation with Wade and Nathan... not that your in your room for the whole vacation and just strumming your guitar!" i hate you Mom.

I really hate you!

"But Mom..." i arched a brow on her.

"No buts, Raze." i just sigh then left her. F*ck! I want my Mom to disappear on my life! I want a new mother! She's always want my life kind a boring and i really hate it! F*ck! I hate it!

"What happened to you, Raze?" that's tita Glenda.

I shooked my head before i opened the door my black mustang. "Nothing, tita Glyds."

Wade is there on my mustang while my Mom is on tito Leo's car together with tita Glyds. Talking about what's happening to their different life again like Me and Wade doing right now. He just share to me what he planned next year. He want to become a lawyer so he will choose to take HUMSS strand on Baguio. But i suggest that it's better if he is a criminal than a lawyer.

Mas bagay siya dun.

"Basta ako mag-aabogado ako... ikaw bro?" i shrugged my shoulders. "Wala nga ba?" pangungulit pa nito sa 'kin. Malalim na ang gabi at nakakaramdam na rin ako ng antok.

Actually, i have. I want to become a singer and song writer. Before, i see myself as Engineer because i want to build my own house... but i realize that, singing is my passion and that's more i like."

"Ask my Mom, Wade." i replied.

But i have no reason to continue my dream or what i want. Alam ko na kung anong bagsak ko... it is Business Management definitely! Lungyang buhay 'to.

"Wait!Raze stop!" Wade yelled so I immediately stop the car. "F*ck! May patay!" sigaw pa nito.

Dali-dali akong bumaba sa kotse at agad akong lumapit sa babaeng nakabulagta sa daan. Ramdam kong sumunod si Wade sa 'kin at rinig kong bumaba din sila Mommy sa kotse.

"I don't want to wake up anymore... so please... let me die. Please, let me die." i heard her whispered those words when i went near her then wipe her tears.

What happened to her?