PAIN ROSE My brother left before lunch time. Before he left he told me Julie would be staying with me until he comes back. He reminded me not to stay in my room all day and eat properly. Tinanguan ko lamang ang lahat ng kanyang paalala. He was hesitant to leave at first but I urged him to go dahil ramdam ko na marami siyang bagay na inaasikaso. I know he wanted to stay and keep me company and I appreciated that. But I didn't need anyone to keep me company. I know he was just worried about my condition. He thinks I'm too fragile right now and maaaring maka-trigger iyon sa akin. But I'm better now... I think. After hearing everything from him. I felt more at peace. I'm in my right mind again. Kaya naman I will never do what I did back at the hotel in New York again. I owe too many

