The noise and loud sounds of things dropping did not allow me to rest but I still refuse to leave my room, I don't want them throwing things in my face, I don't want to be reminded that this whole thing is real.
Lydia came over and was a great company at first when I heard the knock I refused to open the door and maybe just act like I was not in but when she called out I knew it was her so I opened the door to let her in.
“Most people would be over the top of their sister is getting married to the alpha, but you have been calm and going into space a lot” she asks “are you sure you are okay? Is this about the wedding or you're not just feeling well”.
“I'm excited and happy for her but she already has people planning and going around so I am not needed. Maybe I will be more invested in th
