Heiress of Dark World

Chapter 13 : Hungry To Kill

Days have passed, Carlo and Mom tried everyday to make me laugh, but they look like idiots. They are so annoying.

Sometimes we got out in our private places. But, I prefer staying here in the house.

I created medicines, a cream to closed up my wounds and scars. The scars in my body are not so visible, so it's effective.

I created poisons using venom out of other dangerous animals. Well, I made the most dangerous poison that can kill a person in an instant. I also created the antidote for it...

I also created antidotes that can suppress any kind of poison. I even created vaccines for any kind of viruses out of my boredom.

I made a secret room for my weapons and my experiments. My sharp weapons are very dangerous because I put a poison in it.

No one knows about my experimentation.

I have a mission once a month that's why I have so much time that I keep myself doing my experiments.

It's been two months since I stayed here and now, I'm feeling unwell... My body is looking for pain, it yearned for pain.

I was immune to pain, everyday. That today, my body is hysterical, yearning for it. Pain is like my drug..

I forced Carlo to fight with me, at first he was hesitant, but then after convincing him he understands and fought with me.

It happened daily, I'm training him in order for me to receive pain. But my body is not satisfied.

I decided to do it on my own, early morning, I went out with my big bike until it reached a forest.

I jumped out of my motorcycle and hide it then I started running, I run and run until my body surrender but it did not.

After 6 hours I heard a call, it's my phone my mom bought for me last month. I looked at the caller, Carlo, I answered it.

"Thank God, at last you pick up your phone! Where the hell are you?" He's yelling now, frustrated maybe.

"Out for a run." I said simply.

"Will you please next time, let me know so that I'm not worried sick of you!" He sighed. Then continued "Can you come home for lunch?" He's calm now.

"Yes." I stated simply.

"Good, mom prepared food for our lunch. Come home now." He said and I ended the call.

My body is still not satisfied. I should look for the other way.

The night have come and I've been pacing back and forth in front of my bed. My body is hysterical looking for pain but it's not just that, I went on the mirror to see myself.

My hair is black and with bangs, it is slashed that it reached down my waist. My skin color is pale, my face have a little sketch mark that is not visible except when a person looked closer. My height is about 5'6 and I have a petite figure. But what scared me is my eyes... My normal dark brown eyes is turning pure black then it... goes red.

No! Mom and Carlo are here, the people I've been protecting from enemies are here... and now, I have to protect them from me.

I wear my clothes, The Silencer's clothes to be exact. I'm trying to with myself not to be overpowered by The Silencer, but I can't hold it much long.

I don't know why, maybe because my body is becoming hysterical for not getting the pain it wanted. Or maybe it didn't get out more often. Either way, I have to get out and away from this house as soon as possible.

I jumped down from my window. But...

I felt someone behind me that made my eyes red, I can sense it... I looked around to see a shocked Carlo, his face held fear.

My body run towards him for a kill, I tried my best to control it when it turned black I stopped "Run!" I whispered-yell trying my best to reach my bike before The Silencer take over all of my essence.

Carlo seems shocked to what he witnessed, and move a little. Opening his mouth to speak but can't find his own voice.

I can sense myself losing again but I'm still fighting over it, that's why when I threw a knife at him, it missed. He seems to wake up and run, not saying anything, like his fear dominated his movement.

I run towards my bike and when I'm miles away from the house, I can't hold much longer so I let The Silencer take over my essence.

I looked around and see myself in a forest my hands have bloods... but it's not mine. I am holding a knife in my right hand covered with... bloods.

I searched for my motorcycle, it's dark meaning it did not take so long for The Silencer to take over maybe an hour or two. At least it did not take days. It would be a nightmare for everyone.

I saw my motorcycle and decided to go back to the mansion. On my way, I heard sounds of ambulance and police cars.

The moment I reached the mansion. They are probably sleeping... So, I get inside the house.

When I take a step on the stairs. I heard a shuffle coming to the dining room. So, I decided to take a look and saw Carlo lying on the couch with a bottle of alcohol in his right hand. I take a look on the table and see five more empty bottles. He's drunk.

I ignored him as I went to my room, take a bath, dry my hair and wear my shirt and pajamas. I took a sleeping pills to make me fall asleep.

I need to control myself, I need to control The Silencer. I should know when it'll wake up... I should know how to use her in the right time... I have to.

I also need to teach myself how to sleep without the aid of a substance.

There are things I need to achieve within this two years...

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Third Person's POV

The rumors are true, she's expert in fighting, so fast like a flash! No, she's more than an expert. She's a monster. But there is one thing she failed to learn, she failed to learn having no weaknesses, it will make her fall. She still have a heart.

I'm standing from a far looking at how she fight, it's awesome, she didn't failed to impress me.

She killed those who tried to hurt an innocent, her looks, as if she's ready to kill, which is true. At first, I was so scared.

I was a kilometre away from the incident, I was hiding while watching it, so I thought I'm safe but what shocked me is that, she looked at my way!

My heart pounded so fast that I can hear it. My hair strands seemed to stand, I felt like wishing to run away but I was glued at my spot. I've never been so scared my whole life, just now!

Her eyes, it's blazing with fire! All I can see are shadows of her but her eyes are shining in fire. 

The moment I looked at The Silencer, It's like I've seen the devil, just now...

It's not right, I am a well trained assassin and more than that, they feared me in my country, but I'm scared of her?! She's not human!

I immediately hide the moment I was on my right mind. When I looked back at the incident, she's not there!

I tried looking for her but she's nowhere to be found. She disappeared into thin air...

I called him.

"I lost sight of her." I simply stated and I heard a curse from him.

"I thought you're good. You said you are! That's why you volunteer to take that mission." He yelled at me.

"Yes I am, but I did not expected it to be like this, she's not even human!" I yelled back at him.

"Of course she's not, she's my precious weapon." He said calmly now, but I can sensed him smirking.

"She killed 9 in this alley and 12 in the park. I have the 2 women and a kid as eyewitnesses that she saved. They're innocent. Now, what do you want me to do?" I asked him simply.

"Clean her mess. Leave the eyewitnesses, it would be great for her reputation as well as in the underground if the rumor spread." He stated.

"Got it." When I tried to end the call.

"Remember, keep an eye on her." He added and I ended it. Tch.

From far away land I came here just to see if the rumors are true. I thought it is impossible, I thought it's just a legend as the other rumor say it is.

But, when I saw it with my own eyes, I'm so shock! Is this just a nightmare of mine? But the reality struck me. They created a monster.

A Supernatural. And for 18 years of existence, I found a person... that I would admire...

Most people do their best to gain my respect, even with the highest rank and a powerful one, others begged for it because I earned the highest reputation in my country.

But, I gave it to no one, because I've seen no one who deserves it. Now, I'll bow my head to only one person, and it's her.

Only her...

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Carlo's POV

It's been three days but I still don't talk to her nor look at her.

I'm ashamed, I can't do anything for her, I've tried my best to atleast make her smile but I failed. I don't know what to do anymore, it hurts me...

It hurts seeing her like that...

She's lifeless and I can't put a life on her. The moment I saw her eyes turned black and then red..  

Fear dominated me. But then, I overcome with it after that day and rather, I'm so sad. I hate myself for doing nothing to give her a life.

She's losing herself, from the moment I saw her eyes changed to red, she tried killing me...

I want to talk to her. I need to... I want to help her, it's my mission from the start and I will not give up.

She went through the toughest and I want to comfort her but this coward side of mine is really the worst...

It's dark now, I've been pacing here in the dining room whether to go upstairs and talk to her or not. "Oh, forget it, I'm going."

I started walking upstairs and opened her door. She's standing in front of her window. Watching the outside...

"We need to talk." I directed to the point as I went behind her.

"Spill it." She said not even moving from her position.

"What happened?" She knew what I am referring to.

"What you have witnessed." She said simply. She's not really good in talking.

I sighed "Since when did it started?" I went on the edge of her bed and sit.

"The first time I attacked a house." I was shocked.

"Are you referring to the attack five years ago!?" I asked afraid to know the truth. She nodded. Oh no.

"It just happened everytime I go inside for an attack." She said like it's not a big deal, she's so calm about it. Well, as always, she is.

"But, 3 days ago, I'm sure we didn't have a mission. Then why?" I'm so curious now, I put my elbow on my knees, holding my temple.

"I don't know, maybe because I rarely went for a kill." She faced me wearing her blank expression.

"Then, ha-how will you deal with that?" I stuttered, I really don't know how.

It's dangerous, the red eyes doesn't care whether who's on sight, it would kill anyone. Including me.

"Learn to control it." She shrugged.

I breathed heavily. "How?" I stand up waiting for an answer.

She smirked "By the time..."