Do I really have to care for this? But then, I don't want to lose mom. It's better for me to die, I deserve it but not her. So "Will I ever get my freedom?" I asked wearing my blank face.
He looked back, his face held hope "Yes, of course! But never forget your responsibility, your destiny as a heiress." His face turned serious.
I nodded "I'll take your proposition, is that all?" I asked blankly.
He sighed "yes." I stand straight and walked outside.
Now, I made up my mind as I've felt nothing anymore. From this day and forward I sacrifice my soul, letting it imprisoned and let my body dwell with hell. For the whole family, for my mom.
My freedom... I'm already imprisoned by my own identity, by the real me. A heiress...
After the conversation with my dad, uncle Dos and I went back to the old mansion.
The trainings began again, on monday I'm doing most of the house chores cleaning all spaces inside the house and many more.
Tuesday, the day weapons are introduced to me and it seems like I've learned every weapons that can be use in this world.
Wednesday, the day I used weapons to fight with the old man.
Thursday, a day martial arts, karate, kung fu and Judo is being taught to me.
Friday, most Fridays I was in the basement, tortured.
Saturday, kind of not that difficult because it's an academic day, I'm learning to earn my diploma for my Secondary Level.
Sunday is Mom and Carlos day.
Two weeks after, Uncle Dos drove me near a warehouse... He said it's the enemy's hideout. I was wearing my usual outfit, black hooded jacket, black mask, black pants and boots.
When the van stopped, I saw Carlo with some men. Carlo run towards me and gave me a hug.
Uncle Dos went near us and looked at me "Venice, your task is to kill all of the enemies inside or outside the warehouse, leave no one." He lend me two Silencer guns and 2 knives "here's your weapons, don't go in a battle without weapon." He's in his normal composure, calm.
Then he looked at the men including Carlo "All of you listen, your job is to surround the area, be in a hidden place and don't let anyone out. If someone tried to run away, kill it." Once he said, so be it. But,
"Hey, there are so many men in there, how could you send Venice alone! She might die!" Carlo is getting angry and hysterical by the second.
He faced Carlo "That's why you're here, if someone tried to kill her from the outside then act first, but don't let yourself be seen. It's her task and she needs to be successful by her own." 'If I'm satisfied' he put his hand on his pocket still looking at Carlo "Your job here is to explain to Venice the blueprint of the warehouse, including the number of people inside and out." Then he faced all of us, "Now, move!" He wave his hand gesturing to go.
Carlo explained the blueprint and the number of people I have to kill. He can't go with me, it's my task. I have to do it properly...
"It's time." Uncle dos appeared behind me.
I arranged my hood properly and started walking holding my 2 pistol silencers.
I immediately shoot the two who sees me. Perfect Headshot. My presence is very dense that it is not easily recognized.
I started killing the men outside the warehouse, if someone dared to shoot. I shoot him first, head shot.
Silence is all I heard... I directed head shot so they wouldn't feel pain, like they fall into their deepest slumber...
When I got inside, my eyes turned red, everything becomes blury... I hear nothing... I've been throwing my knives here and there, take it again and throw it.
Aiming my guns to any movement my eyes catches and pulled the trigger.
Once I sensed a heartbeat, I stopped the beating. It seems like every heartbeat in here irritates me so I stopped it.
I don't feel anything... like I'm doing nothing. My body feels so light, so dense... I've been jumping and running, docking and rolling.
Everything is blurry and that includes my mind... it's empty.
I stopped. I looked around the house. Dead. Dead people lying around the floor. I walked slowly in the hallway towards the door... Every people I passed by, have no signs of life.
Bloods all over the floor, when I reached the door I turned back and looked around. Fear crept all though me and I can feel myself in heat...
Who did this? Who the hell did this?! It's a monster! Dead people, dead men and women! Bloods, a bloodshed.
I looked at myself and my eyes turned dark... My hands are full of blood, still holding a bloodied knife... my knife! Did I do this? Am I the monster?
My whole body shivered.
I am the monster! I closed my eyes and take deep breaths. I have to bring my composure back. This is my world. This is my destiny. I can't take it back. I can't bring their lives back, I am a Tarre... and this is my life.
I opened my eyes once again.
I turned to the door and opened it as I walked towards the van where the men are waiting.
Uncle Dos walked to me with amusement in his face "congra-" I didn't let him finish as I passed through him.
I get inside the van but I couldn't forget the look I caught from Carlo's face it held sadness, shock, fear and... concern?
On Sunday of that week, Carlo talked about what happened, but I ignored him. I just let him talk.
What I coped on him are the words like 'your so cool', 'will you teach me', 'you're so famous' wait, what!? "What?" I faced him, we are in the couch watching a movie, I don't even care.
"Finally, you talk!" He smiled.
"What famous?" Feeling irritated by him.
"Your task yesterday! It's all around the underground, you're no name so the rumor named you 'The Silencer'! Because you attack the house alone without any noise. It was so silent, do you even know that you fight so peaceful? Coz you know what? I just know that, I just heard of that, and I've seen that as well! Yesterday! That's so cool!" He beamed non-stop, raising his open arms. Tch. Kid.
"Do they know me?" I turned my head back in the TV. I sensed him shaking his head.
"Well, they only knew that it is the only child of the king and queen of the Underground. They don't know your name, your gender nor your facial features. That's why they named you, The Silencer." He laughed when he emphasized the 'The Silencer' part.
After that mission, mom never let me go out again, there's no shopping and eating in restaurants anymore. We just stayed at the mansion or go out in our private places with only mom, Carlo and the bodyguards, dad never come with us.
My family is the richest here in US, my dad owns the Parker Industry and he owns most of the shares in other big companies.
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Days went so fast. And I can't even recognize the date and the year. I didn't even realized that years have passed after I attacked the warehouse and killed people.
Uncle Dos is still training me but as years passed it's getting more intense.
The last time I was imprisoned in a cell with a little food that can sustain for only 3 days. My task was to push the thick wall and move it 'till a hole appears.
The wall was too heavy with a thousand pounds. But I survived after 4 days, I got out pushing the wall until it moved two meters where I saw the hole.
Every Friday I'm in a mission. My outfit changed, dad brought me a black hooded cape and a black mask. It also have inside outfit which are black fitted shirt and fitted jeans, but so flexible.
I was sometimes a sniper, well the first time I got myself in a rooftop I discovered I love high place, highest place to be exact.
Sometimes attacking a house, a mansion, a rest house or a warehouse alone, like what we did the first time.
Sometimes I was a spy, which unexpectedly, I'm good at. I can read people's thoughts, actions and faces.
I never failed any of it... to make my father satisfied.
Things are becoming hard but I can't feel nothing, anymore.
My heartbeat have stopped a number of times but I'm still alive.
I looked at myself in the mirror to see the same girl as always, blank, wounded and icy cold but her eyes are getting more darker, even I can't recognize my own.
My body doesn't even care with the bullets it caught. It just surrendered if it lost so much blood.
He is successful of making me numb... because I'm already numb...
My soul is nowhere in my body and I have a part of me that wanting to find it. Maybe, that's one of the reason I keep myself obeying him...
But still, the biggest reason is to protect my mom, to protect the person who loves me the most. That's why my heart is still beating at this moment. For my mom and for my freedom.
I take a deep breath and opened my eyes... I see bloods. Dead people.
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A/N : Hi guys! Please don't stop. You are now on the amazing and exciting part!
Congratulations! You just passed my intro.
I'm sorry of its too long. Every pices are too valuable for me and I will need it at the right time. So please...
Stay with Venice and be with her on her journey.
Love you guyses! You just made me happy by reaching here.