It was his secretary a.k.a his mistress. I noticed how she pulled him in and they engaged themselves in a very deep kiss. What the f*ck!!! It's really funny how life plays around with people. After all these years, they were still together while I tried my best to forget about the past and move on. "Natasha..." I could hear Ryan's faint voice calling out to me but I didn’t answer. I was so lost in my thoughts. I could feel my heart breaking as I watched them being all lovey dovey with each other. They seemed like the perfect couple to others. Even though I felt nothing from him anymore, it still hurt because whenever I think about all that I had passed through in his hands, all because I caught his affairs outside of our marriage, I wondered if I was the only one in the wrong. Like

