Cheska and Raff were sitting beside the bbQ food stall, enjoying the chill of the night after they had just returned from their respective places of work.Cheska actually looks so gloomy while looking the food to their table without interest. making Raff who had been watching her, now stopped his eating activity then asked the woman who would soon be his wife.
''Whats wrong?" the man asked softly as he put on his particularly charming smile, making her turn and smile a little.
"Wala, raff.Gusto kong mag-resign mula sa kumpanya kung saan ako nagtatrabaho '', matapat na sagot ni Cheska, na kinatitig ni Raff at nagulat ito sa pagnanais ng kanyang kasintahan.
"Why do you want to resign? Isn't it, today was your first day of working there? Is there anything that makes you uncomfortable to work there?" Raff surprised , while Cheska just blew her breath roughly. Of course, there were many incidents that made cheska very uncomfortable working there. other than because his boss had touched her body,Cheska also just heard that the boss in her workplace was a crazy about s*x, as well as psychopaths on the outside there, who do crazy things on the basis of his desire. his insolent attitude towards his employees all this time, which is often used as an outlet for his passion for lust. made cheska feel very uncomfortable, hearing the story.
lalo na kung kailangan niyang magpatuloy sa trabaho doon, tila hindi na nakikita ni cheska ang masamang pag-uugali ng lahat ng nagtratrabaho sa kumpanya.Ngunit sa kanyang puso, naramdaman ni cheska na labis na takot na maaaring gawin sakanya ng baliw na boss nila. Gayunpaman, nararamdaman ng kanyang puso na magkakaroon ng isang bagay na masama kung siya ay patuloy na magtatrabaho doon.
"Oo, Raff . Maraming mga bagay na hindi naging komportable sa akin. At sa palagay ko, hindi ko mapipilit ang aking sarili na magpatuloy sa pagtatrabaho doon", sagot ni cheska,habang si Raff ay maaaring tumango lamang sa pag-unawa sa kagustuhan ng kanyang kasintahan sa oras na ito.
"Then you will go home, if you don't want to work there anymore?" Raff asked again, while eating the bbq in his mouth. Returned home, if she had not worked at the company. because she had not met Raff for a long time, his fiance. because the man had to work in a place a little far from the area where they lived. That is what makes cheska often miss the Raff figure on the side, feeling lonely without being able to see his face directly..
"No, Raff. I will look for another job, if I no longer to work there. Because I get permission to work here, I have to wait for our wedding date is near. My parents are just afraid, if we do things outside the limit before marriage. so, I will not waste this opportunity to get close to you, because we have always been far apart. and i feel bad not to meet you always "cheska replied sluggish while eating her bbq stick, while his expression was so sullen as if he had no enthusiasm. made the lady silently smile faintly, paying attention to the shabby face of her fiance.
"Nakakatawa ang iyong mga magulang, Cheska. Hindi ka pinapayagan na magtrabaho malapit saakin , bago pa man malapit ang petsa ng ating kasal, dahil lang sa takot nila na gumawa tayo ng mga bagay na hindi dapat. Kung gayon, ano ang pagkakaiba kung gawin natin ngayon? payag kaba? "tanong ni Raff sa walang katapusang tono, habang sinamahan ng isang bahagyang pagngisi mula sa kanyang mga labi. Habang si cheska na nakikinig sa mga huling salita ni Raff, ang kanyang pisngi ay aktwal na pinainit na naramdaman ang kanyang dugo na nagpipihit sa kanyang katawan. kailanman ay hindi sila gumawa ng hindi maganda, maliban sa paghawak lamang ng mga kamay.At siyempre, nakaramdam ito ng pagka blush para kay Cheska na isipin na nais ni Raff na halikan siya kahit sa noo.
"It's not like that, Raff, my parents allow me to work before our wedding date , it's because they want you to be responsible as soon as possible, if something happens between us." Cheska answered shyly without wanting to stare at the wind, who when this actually laughs at cheska's honesty about her parents.
"Your parents are just around, huh? They should believe me, if I wouldn't do anything to their daughter, before I could legitimately become their son-in-law," Raff answered soberly while shaking her head slowly and then refocusing to his food.
"Yes, they should believe. and you have never even kissed me once on the forehead. I am actually thinking if you really love me or not," said Cheska softly, he stop eating and then looked into Cheska's eyes that were already glazed
'' Cheska, '' tinawag ni Raff ng mahina habang hinahawakan ang kamay ng kanyang kasintahan na puno ng lambing.Natahimik si Cheska , nang hindi nais na titigan si Raff sa kahihiyan.
'' I'm sorry, Raff. I didn't mean to say it, can you forget what I said, '' Cheska bit her lower lip, while holding back the tears that were almost spilled on her cheeks.
"You should finish your meal, because its too late and we have to go home." Raff said softly, hoping not to hurt the woman. Meanwhile, cheska was only able to nod with her tears, because her heart was too much sick, seeing the usual Raff response to her words."okay,raff.''
In a cold night both of them only silenced each other along with their respective thoughts. Uncharacteristically always filled with cheska's story, each of them rides on Raff motorbike. This time there is only the silence of the night and the air that blows through . Until when the motor driven by a wind stop, in a courtyard around the house, at night there will be no one to roam there besides the security guard.
"Papasok na ako, raff." Ani cheska nang walang interest, matapos bumaba sa motorsiklo ni raff.
"Cheska", tawag nito sabay hawak sa braso ni cheska, upang matigil ang pag hakbang ng babae.
'' why, Raff? '' cheska asked as she leaned back in front of Raff, who was currently still sitting on the seat of his motorcycle. Until the moment the man pulled cheska's arm to fall towards him, and directed cheska's face to face his face directly. at that moment, Raff crushed cheska's thin lips, very slowly as if she didn't want to hurt her lips. Disengaged her latent desire for cheska's lips that she often dreamed of, while both hands were holding her body. they, as if enjoying every legit from their lips.Until the moment Raff removes of his lips, Making it immediately erases it slowly and full of tenderness, which only can cheska stare at without being able to express her happiness at this time, moreover what she is doing tonight is always coveted.
"I love you very much, Cheska. If a kiss, can make you believe my love for you, then I will do it. Moreover, because I also desire and imagine it every night, but I'm still me. I'm not a man who likes to do my desires, to ruin a woman especially you, a woman that I love so much. "'' I'm sorry, if my attitude has been doubting you about my feelings. I just don't want to, if you judge badly about me, '' said Raff sincerely, which again only made cheska fall silent while staring at him with a look of disbelief.
"Get some rest!" Raff said while smilling, which was only nodded stiffly by cheska, who was now starting to step toward her boarding room by running. Leaving Raff along with her heart torment, even though there was relief in it