Ghosted

Chapter 11 POV Amelia

POV Amelia

Instead of a shower he ran us both a bath and he sat behind me as I leaned back on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me as he kissed my neck and he whispered how much he had missed me. I never wanted this feeling to end but he got out of the tub and changed the bedding as I washed my hair. I was surprised by his fancy shampoo because it was the same one that I used and Richard had always teased me about it. He would say that he didn’t understand why women wasted their money on stuff like that and it surprised me that Mark used it. When I got out I dried myself off and dried my hair and he gave me one of his t shirts to wear to bed. I put it on and I had my back to him in the bathroom. I was standing fixing my hair in the large mirror above the sink when I watched him stand behind me. He lifted the t shirt and it exposed my bare ass. I hadn’t bothered to put my underwear back on because they were still laying on his bedroom floor. He was grinning and staring at my ass and I loved how happy he looked. I leaned forward and he slapped my ass hard and we both laughed. He pulled the t shirt up over my head. I was naked and staring at him in the mirror and I had remembered what he had said about watching me touch myself. I licked my fingers then touched my c**t and I could see his face light up. I put one foot up on the side of the sink and slipped my finger inside myself. I threw my head back and rubbed my t**s with my other hand and I glanced over my shoulder at him and I hadn’t realised that he had took off his boxers. He was standing there rubbing his hand over his hard on “you turn me on too much Amelia” he said and he stood behind me. He kissed my neck and ran his hands all over my body and I felt him stretch out my p***y with his c**k. I thought I should push him away but I had already had s*x with him without a condom, so once more wasn’t going to make a difference. “Keep rubbing your t**s for me” he whispered as he carried on kissing my neck and f*****g me slowly from behind. His d**k was like magic. I had spent 5 years desperately needing s*x and now I had met the best s*x of my life and I thanked my lucky stars because he was fantastic and he wanted to be with me. I ran my hands up from my t**s up and I piled my hair up on top of my head so that he could carry on kissing my neck. Mark was marking the sexiest noises and I could tell he was close but we had only just started, then he pulled away from me and I wondered what he was up to now. He went down onto his knees and licked my asshole from behind. I was so surprised that he was rimming me. I could feel his tongue caress my tight hole then he started to lick me with long loving strokes and I was panting with anticipation. He stood back up and I felt him trying to push himself into my ass. I bent further forward over the sink and I could see his face in the mirror. He was staring down as he finally managed to stretch me out and he was inside me. I had never loved anal s*x before I met Richard. Our s*x life was rather colourful and he would often ask me to ride a dildo whilst I sucked his c**k. Then he would ride my ass as I rode the dildo. Then I would use the dildo on him and I loved how adventurous he was. I watched as Mark watched his d**k go in and out of me and I’ll be honest I felt like I might has well not been there. He was fascinated and he hadn’t looked at me once or even showed any affection. I had to remind myself that this was a fantasy for him and he was just enjoying himself. I put both my hands behind me and spread my ass apart for him and I started to push back to meet his thrusts and it broke him out of his trance. He started to kiss my shoulders and play with my t**s. I was glad that he was being more present with me. “You love f*****g my ass don’t you?” I said and he couldn’t help but grin and he nodded his head. “I hope it doesn’t hurt” “no it’s great, keep going. I want you to come inside me” the words had only just left my lips when he banged out his orgasm into me. I was glad that it was in my ass and there was no way that I could get pregnant. I turned to face him and we stood there kissing for a while before he handed me a towel and I cleaned off his come. He held my face in his hands so I couldn’t stop kissing him. He was incredibly sweet and sexy and everything I had ever wanted. He picked me up and took me into his bed and tucked me in and I could feel my eyes closing as he stocked my face and whispered that he was the luckiest guy alive as I fell asleep in his arms.

I woke up a few hours later and as I lay in his bed under the covers I realised I had never actually slept with him before and it felt more intimate that we were in his bed snuggling into each other. He kept kissing my face as I played with his hair and I wanted to stay that way forever. When he said he had to get up to use the bathroom I let out a loud moan and snuggled into his neck and he smelled divine. He got up and put on his boxers and then he came back over to me and kissed me on the lips and said “I’m only going to be a minute, but I’m going to miss you” we both laughed at how silly we were being because he was only going to the bathroom. He went out into the hallway and put on the bathroom light when I heard his phone beep. I recognised that it was the sound from the hook up app. I was annoyed that he had made me feel bad by telling me how much he missed me for those past few months and here he was still hooking up with random women. I glanced at the screen and there was a message from someone with the user name Blonde-blowjobs. It showed the first sentence of the message and it said ‘I had a great time on Saturday night and I was glad you said we could see each other again..’ I wasn’t stupid, I knew that he would still be seeing other women because he hadn’t seen me in two months but to read that he had asked to see her again when he told me that he only did that with me made feel like a fool to have fallen for his lines and I knew I couldn’t believe a word he said. I put his phone back down and fought back the tears because he had convinced me that I meant something to him but it was all a lie. He had literally slept with some woman the night before and I’d went against my better judgment and had s*x without a condom. I had ignored all of the red flags to be with him and he wasn’t who I thought he was. He came in from the bathroom with a big stupid smile on his face but it soon disappeared when he seen me getting dressed to leave. “Where are you going?” He asked and I wanted to lie to him and tell him that I had to go home and that I would call him in the morning. I thought it would be better if I just left and never seen him again but I didn’t want him to get away with this bullshit and now he knew where I lived and I didn’t want him to turn up there. I wanted him to know that I had figured out that he was just a player. “I’m going home, a message came through on your phone from the hookup app. It’s from the girl you slept on Saturday. She said you asked to see her again. I can’t believe I fell for all of your lies. Mark you should be ashamed of yourself. You know that I’m vulnerable. I’ve been through a lot and when you came to my house to talk to me about Jeremy it brought up a lot of bad memories for me and you still lied to me and convinced me you were a good guy all so you could sleep with me.” His face was pale as I spoke but I was glad that he quietly let me say my piece. I was quickly picking my cloths up off the floor and putting them on when he finally spoke. “Yes I’ve still been on the app because I was still heartbroken from when you disappeared without a word. I didn’t expect to ever see you again. You being here is totally out of the blue. And I’m not a liar, I’ve always been honest about how I feel about you and I didn’t say I wanted to see that woman again. She asked me if we could meet again and I asked her to let me think about it because I didn’t want to be rude.” I buttoned up my shirt dress and let out a loud over the top fake laugh “Courtney said you had no problem being rude to her, in fact she said you f****d her and practically threw her out of the hotel room. so what’s special about this girl that you couldn’t be rude to her?” he looked hurt that I had brought up the fact that he had slept with someone I knew. Then he said “who the hell is Courtney?” I wanted to scream but instead I shouted “you’ve slept with so many women that you cant keep up with yourself” he put his eyes down and I knew that I had hurt his feelings but he had broke my heart “I know you think that I’m just a womaniser, but Amelia I have real feelings for you. I don’t want to lose you again because some silly b***h messaged me. I will delete the app right now. She doesn’t mean anything to me” I sat down and put on my boots and he sat next to me on the bed. “Please say something, I don’t want to lose you again” I got up and went over to the chair and put on my coat “Mark I’m so angry with you I could scream. You said you treated me differently to any other women you had met up with, and here you are saying you want to see her again” I was so angry that I could hardly think straight. “please Amelia, I promise you can trust me, just let me prove to you that I’m good enough to be your boyfriend. I would do anything for you. And I did treat you differently, I’ve never had any of those woman here in my home” I stood with my hands in my pockets listening to him go on about how he never took any one to a fancy hotel or how he never messaged anyone begging them to see him again or how he never even kissed any of those women and that he had deep feelings for me when I looked down at myself and I realised something. “So you’ve never had a woman back here?” I asked and he smiled “of course not” he said and I shook my head because he was a great liar. “so who’s coat is this?” I asked and his face fell. I took off the coat and he sat in silence as I put on my own jacket and I realised the coat must belong to the same poor woman who’s shampoo I had just used. I could tell that he was desperately trying to think of another lie but I didn’t want to hear it. “Please don’t go Amelia” “I can’t believe a word you say, you need help” I stormed out of his bedroom and down stairs to his front door and he ran behind me begging me to stay. When I got to the door there was a pair of woman’s boots and a pink umbrella. “You slept with me in the bed you probably share with your wife and you expect me to be ok with that?” “She’s not my wife, Cheryl is my girlfriend and I’m not happy with her. That’s why I meet woman in hotel rooms but then I met you and I fell for you right away. I’m sorry I wasn’t honest, but I want us to be together” “Please don’t ever try to contact me again” I said as I slammed his front door. I got into my car and drove home in silence and when I got into my house, the house I shared with my husband I couldn’t help but cry because I had been a fool to think I should move on with some f**k boy from a hook up app.