POV Amelia
By the time I got prepped for surgery the gentleman had died from his injuries. He was pronounced dead and one of the nurses told me that they had resuscitated him a few times in the ambulance but I felt dreadful that he had flat lined before we had the chance to save him. I didn’t know him and I hadn’t even laid eyes on him but the feeling of losing a loved one was the main reason I had to leave that hospital. I had convinced everyone that I wanted to move on with my career and that I preferred teaching but the truth was that any time I had to give bad news to a family about their loved one I carried the guilt around with me and I couldn’t carry on torturing myself. The fact that I had lost Richard in such a traumatic way had changed me. I confided in Mandy about it and she s
