On the post-it designated to me, I wrote:
“Felix—I don’t think we should see each other anymore. I’m sorry for pretending that I liked you all this time. Oh and happy birthday! Hope you like the surprise :)”
I also should have deleted that smiley on the end. I didn’t want to be there when Felix arrived, so I left. I felt so bad the whole way back home. I wanted to go back and take the note out, but I was sure that he had read it by then. I kept messaging him and saying things like:
“I’m so sorry, Felix.”
“I didn’t mean it.”
“Please let me explain.”
I tried calling Gabby, Rica, and Ian, but none of them picked up either. I was so happy when I saw that Felix texted back, but all he said was:
“I think you’ve said enough.”
I never wanted to hurt Felix. Please believe me.
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