Jason (Blade)
It’s been a month since she’s been in a coma. She had a broken jaw and multiple laceration on her body. The first two weeks she coded three times and three times they had to revive her. The doctors said she’s out of the woods and it’s now up to her to wake up but she hasn’t. I haven’t left the hospital, Milly and guys stop by as much as they can. Rider left the last time she flatlined, he hasn’t been back since. I don’t know what happen between him and my sister and I don’t care I just want her back.
I look at my baby sister and she looks so peaceful sleeping. I go to her and hold her hand.
“Please Alli you have to wake up. I promise I’ll be a better brother, we can go camping like we use to with mom. Remember sis, you always use to eat all the marshmallows before we could even make any s’mores. I always use to get so mad at you but if you wake up I’ll let eat marshmallows when ever you want. You just have to wake up! Do it for me please, you can’t leave me... I won’t let you. So just f*cken wake up and show me those beautiful blue eyes..please... I start to shake her but nothing... Alli-Kat you have to get up! You are not allowed to leave this world without me, so if you go I go. Don’t you see Alli I can’t do it without you. You hold a piece of my heart so you cant die. So wake up! Wake up! Wake up Alli!!!” I start to scream so loud that the nurses rush in. They see me shaking her and screaming for her to wake up but I don’t stop she’s in there and she has to hear me.
“Sir please stop... get your hand off her. Sir” but I ignore her
“Get the doctor and security in here!” She yells out
The next thing I know I’m being pulled of her but I just hold on tighter, she has to hear me. I know she’s still in there.”Get off me, she’s my sister! She’s my world!” I start to fight them off but more people come in and they over power me. As the doctor comes in to sedate me I hear my little kitten speak “Jason, what’s going on?” We all freeze. She’s awake... I rush to her and kiss her forehead then hold her tight. I’m afraid if I let go this will only be a dream and when I wake she’ll still be in a coma.
Rider (Jake)
I’m currently beating up some guy up who owed us money. Lately all I see is red. I’m want the world to hurt as much as it hurt me. I want the world to burn! I keep going till my knuckles bleed. My men know not to interfere when I’m in beast mode. I throw on last punch and I hear a crunch noise. f**k I think I broke his skull..
“Clean him up and collect my money” I yell out not caring which of my men do it.
I’ve punish the men who hurt my girl but I’m not satisfied, I want more. I also haven’t been able to fine Candy that traitors b*tch. It was her fault my girl got hurt. When I was torturing the men they sang like a canary and gave her up. I want to strangle that b*tch and watch her bleed out and beg for mercy. She planned the whole thing and I won’t stop till I find her.
I get on my bike and prepare to leave when I get a call. I look who’s calling me and I freeze it’s Blade. What if something happen to Alli. Is she dead! No...my little devil. “Blade?”, “she’s wake brother, she’s alive” is all I hear. My heart beat for the first time in weeks. I’ve felt like I’ve been there with her in a coma but now she’s awake my girl is gonna live. I end the call. I remind myself I have to stay away from her. The last time I saw her I promised her that if she lived I will keep her safe and the only way to truly keep her safe is by staying away from her. I’m no good for her. I almost got her killed her by my demands. I want nothing but the best for her and if that means letting her go I will. I w the ant her to be happy and marry someone who truly deserves her someone who will give her a normal life. After all she’s been thru my girl deserves it even if I have to see her with someone else. My blood boils at the thought of it but I’ll do it for her. She’s doesn’t just hold a piece of my heart she owns it. She’s the air I breath, she’s my everything and I will always belong to her. She owns me without even knowing it .
Alli
It’s been a week since I’ve awoken from my coma and today I might go home if all the test result come out good. I’ve told Jason what happen and the last thing I remember before I was kidnapped. He told me that Candy planed the whole thing because she wanted to get rid of me. That b*tch...She’s been missing and the club has been looking for her. Jason hasn’t left my side and I love him even more now than before if that’s even possible. He really is the best big brother. Milly has come and visit me to when she’s not working, she always bring me goodies. What can I say I have a sweet tooth. The guys have also visit and brought me gifts. There’s something humorous about grown biker guys with tattoos and scares carrying teddybears and flowers. The only person who hasn’t come is Rider, I’ve ask about him but they just give me a sympathetic look. Jason says he hasn’t been here since my last time I coded. Jason says he hasn’t been himself but he won’t tell me more. There all keeping something from me I feel it. I sigh
“Jason, what’s going on? Why hasn’t Rider come an seen me and what are you keeping from me?.. and before you try to lie to me just know I’m your sister I’ll know it.”
Jason looks at me with sad eyes “Alli I almost lost you again for the second time and I won’t ever forgive myself for what happened to you because of us and...”
I don’t let him finish “Jason I don’t blame you or the club for what happen to me. Yes I’m not gonna lie I was scared but I was more scared of losing you, my family.”
Jason stand up and starts the pace the room “No, you almost died because of me and the club. Alli if you want we can leave. We can go where ever you want, we can start over in a new city or country if you want. Alli there is no one more important to me than you. Just say the word and where out of here.”
I look into his blue eyes and say “Jason you and the club are my family now. We are not going anywhere!” I think for a moment “That’s why Rider hasn’t come to visit he feels responsible doesn’t he?”
“Yes and he’s been out for blood ever since he left. No one has been able to get thru to him. Alli stay away from him, he’s dangerous.”
I jump of the bed and start to look for my cloths, Rider needs me.
“What are you doing?” Jason asks
“What doesn’t it look like I’m doing I’m changing.”I say in annoyance
“Alli get back in bed the doctor hasn’t even released you yet” I put my hands on Jason shoulders and look at him strait in the eye.
“I don’t give a f*ck.. I’m going to go see Rider with or without your help. I love him with all my heart Jason and if he’s hurting then I need to be there for him. Jason I’m not a little girl anymore and I know that you want to protect me but you don’t need to protect me from him. He won’t ever hurt me.”
Jason looks shock but the nods in agreement “fine”