SHEILA
Months. passed by and people still avoided me like I had some brain-eating disease. It was terrible. I could barely talk to anyone.
Whenever I passed by the streets, I could hear whispers all around me, calling me all sorts of names. From a witch to a cursed she-wolf.
All of this made me only remember all those tragic moments that I had to go through.
But as time went by, I was gradually beginning to get over Their deaths. Though it was painful, I just had to move on with my line as a loner.
I remembered the time we spent together. The both of them had always Wanted me to be happy and they Never Wanted me to be in a sad position.
Wherever they were, they would not be happy to see that I was sad.
And I was way too assured that I knew nothing about their deaths.
At least to the best of my knowledge.
I sighed deeply
The police were still not done with their investigation. Nothing had been traced to me yet. At least not yet.
I stared at the kitchen for a while. I was running out of stuck and. And just two days ago, I was sent a sack text, not even a letter.
Fresh tears poured down from my eyes and sometimes, I wished that I could just end my own life and join my mates.
Or maybe go to hell and continue with this asshole of a life.
But I pushed the thoughts away from my head quickly.
I had to forge ahead. It wasn't yet over. I knew it.
The moon goddess surely had other vibrant plans in stock for me and I could not give up yet.
I had to get a job as soon as I could so that I would be able to feed.
I got dressed that morning and I stormed off to down. Searching through every single poster for a job around. Even if it was a job of a cleaner, I was certainly going to take it.
But I found none. Even before I got to the place, the owners usually locked up just to make sure that I did not get anywhere close to them.
I was a beast now, feared by everyone. A beast that was starving.
I sighed again. Maybe this life wasn't just for me.
It was already evening and there was still no Trace of hope for me and I was tired already.
I decided that I was going to return home as soon as I could and maybe feed on the leftovers that I had left.
But I continued to walk on the streets. Something strange that I had never expected before happened.
I began to perceive an odd scent of cinnamon mixed with ginger. So pleasant that I continued to sniff the air.
I had not perceived anything like that before all my life.
"But could it be that it was my mate's scent?" I thought in my head but I pushed the thoughts away almost immediately.
It was so not possible. The moon goddess already gave me a second chance mate and what did I get? The same tragic scene.
Nobody would risk it, offering me a mate again.
But it seemed like I was wrong as my wolf confirmed my fears.
"Mate! Mate!" I could hear my wolf screaming inside of me.
I could feel my heart beating and for the first time since the death of my previous mate, I felt like a living being once again.
I could see him from behind. He was tall with handsome tan skin. I could not wait to see his face to see who it was as the bond made me completely forget my past life.
I walked towards him. At first, I thought that he did not recognize the bond until he turned around towards me and my heart almost skipped a thousand beats.
It was David, the park's finest warrior. I continued to walk towards him.
I was somehow shy but the bond continued to pull me towards him. So badly that I could not resist it.
I got to him finally and I stared right into his eyes. Our wolves were bonding already, reaching out to each other.
"Mate!" The words sprouted out from my mouth as I reached out my hands toward him but he pushed my hands away from himself almost immediately
"Mate?" He returned to me in the form of a question.
I was so blinded all this while that I didn't realize the thick frown that was hanging on his face all this while and his hands were clenched with anger.
"But." I wanted to say but he would not allow me to spit out a single word out of my mouth.
"How can I even be mated to a cursed she-wolf like you." He shot at me with so much anger in his voice.
I shivered hard as he held my hands tightly. Leaving a red line around me.
"Do you think that you can kill me? Make me your next victim?" You certainly have to be a joking fool." He growled at me, pushing me away.
"Hi, Gamma David rejects you as my mate." He shot at me.
The words seized my breath and I could hardly breathe.
It was as though for a moment, my heart stopped beating almost immediately and I could hardly feel my head...
A strand of tears escaped from my eyes slowly as I stared at him walking away from me.
For the third time, I could feel the bond shattering right in the inside of me.
But this time, it was different because it was not a death scene, it was a total rejection.
I could feel my wolf howling and growling inside of me as memories of the past gushed through my head almost at the same time and it seemed as though my brain was going to tear apart into fragments.
I could not stand anymore and gradually, my vision began to blur so badly that the only thing that I could feel before me was a thick fog and dark memories of the past.
I could hear voices and yells all around me but I could not tell what was happening and soon, I passed out, crashing slowly to the floor.
I eventually woke up in what seemed to be like a million years. My body ached all over and I could feel the pain stuck up to my spine.
I opened my eyes slowly and I stared at the surroundings for a while. I was confused. I was not at home nor was I in any place that seemed familiar to me at first glance.
Waiting ceiling. I was about to place two and two together and I noticed that I was in a hospital.
I was really confused as to how I even got to that place. The only thing that I could remember was me passing out.
I kept staring around for a while, yelling as hard as I could to get the attention of someone that was going to tell me what was going on.
And my efforts finally paid off. I heard a cracking sound from the door and when I turned around to see who it was, I noticed that it was one of the nurses.
She walked gradually towards me and tried to calm me down but I was not going to listen to anything until someone told me what was going on there.
"What's going on? What am I doing here?" I inquired.
"You have been in a coma for a while now and you will have to calm down." She announced it to me.
"A while?" The way that she said it, it seemed to be for a long time now.
"How long have I been in a coma now?" I could not help but inquire.
"A year I think from the time that you were rushed here." He returned to me.
I could not believe it but it was the truth and I had to deal with it.
Soon, I got off from the hospital and I returned to my Dusty home. But I realized that I could never have a normal life in the pack anymore.
I had to go somewhere else to start life afresh again.
It was not to be an easy task and I already knew that.
I sold off most of my properties. I was damn sure that the whole pack was happy that the curse she-wolf was finally leaving the pack
I cried as I walked away from the pack never to return. Soon, the sky turned dark and large droplets of water shifted down from the sky slowly, soaking me to my skin but I didn't stop.
I finally got to the large settlement made up of different supernatural beings but mostly humans.
Reddey city.
It was a weird place for me but I was determined to live life to the fullest but I never knew that I was going to find love again.
But there was just one little problem. There was no room for that in my heart anymore. I was already tired of tragedies.