I woke feeling like s**t and sad at the same time. A big arm was around my waist holding me in place. Turning over I stopped breathing Tyler was beside me in bed. I just stared at him sadly cause I know when he wakes he will be hateful to me again. Tears filled my eyes as I watched him sleep.
I lost our baby it's all my fault. I eased away and got out of bed. Once in the bathroom I let my tears fall. I was better off dead with my baby. I wiped my face but more kept coming. I sat on the floor with my legs up so I could rest my face on my knees. Tyler would just be mean again and find reasons to punish me.
I was crying in my knees when a big hand rested on my back. I whimpered but wouldn't look up.
"baby you okay?",Tyler asked sitting beside me. I just nodded to choked up to speak. He sig
