"baby". She stiffened up but kept her back to me. I lay behind her and touch her arm. She whimpers before hard sobs shake her body. I pull her to me but her back is to my front as she cries into a pillow. "baby please",I beg but her sobs are my only answer. I hate myself I truly do. She was so miserable and I only added to it. I rub her arm but she doesn't stop. "Amy please let me see your face",I beg but she remains in the same position. I kiss her neck and wrap my arms around her and just hold her as her little body shakes from sobs. I feel helpless and pissed off. "I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you Amy. I wish I never lost my memory. I hate how much I hurt you baby please just let me in if not me let the guys in they need you",I said kissing the back of her head. She shudders an

