I tried my best to control myself and not burst my emotions but it was extremely hard to contain my feelings and get a hold of them. Every time I look at Raven, the heartbreak and love running through my veins burst and give rise to the urge to tell her everything and put everything on the right track but I know it better than anyone, I cannot bring what’s lost back. With crushed dreams and a heavy heart, I watched my love slipping out of my grasp, moving farther away from me. I was vulnerable before it. I couldn’t do anything to save myself from this tribulation. There was nothing left. I always put up a cold front, being the heartless person eradicating a single chance of her falling in love with me again as well. But it’s the only way to control myself or else I don’t know what I could

