The love I want

Chapter 2

It's been two years now since we got married and I never had any reason to doubt my husband .

I watched how my parents loved each other and it was very beautiful.i always prayed to God for a love like their own .

It seems God answered when he gave me Arthur .He was sweet and was my fairy tail lover,I got flowers ,love letters , late night calls ,most times we sit up at our windows while we talk to each other and smile into the night .we always walked hand in hand while we took our evening stroll to the park or to get dinner.

The house seemed too quite and peaceful ,I needed a little bit of noise in the house as I became bored most of the time .Me and Arthur never made love since the two years we got married I was still a virgin and I was scared.he never pressured me or forced me he simply asked me to take my time till whenever I felt I was ready.i suddenly started to think about having babies ,I wanted more ,it was time to step it up in my marriage ,I think am now ready i said to myself as I concluded dinner as Authur will soon be back from work.

I had my bathe ,selected a sexy night robe with matching lingerie ,wore the best of my perfume and looked really tempting and hot that night .well I could not wear any makeup but I know I looked good.I choose red colour for the night matching both my robe and my lingerie .

Anna he called out for me ,welcome home my love ,will you like to eat the food first or the cook,I asked and I saw how his eyes sparkled with excitement,I always eat the food but have never eaten the cook ,what makes you think I'll choose the food over the cook ,he said to me sweeping me off my feet and carrying me to the bedroom.

He gently placed me on the bed and loosened my robe gradually,he kissed me gently on my forehead then gradually kissed me all the way down till he found my lips and locked in for a deep kiss.Next minute clothes were flying up on the air as he found his way to my v****a and slowly penetrated me for the first time, it hurt at first but I slowly adjusted to the rythm and wanted him even more .we both kept going till we were shaking and I had o****m for the first time .that feeling was undiscribable but it was one of the best experiences of my life .

I enjoyed making love to my husband and I made love to him at every given opportunity I got ,this man was perfect and it made me love him even more .

Authur was transferred to a new city and he had to first relocate to start work before I joined him later after he made arrangement plans for me to join him ,because we both agreed no distance in our marriage wherever he is ill be there with him and I loved it that way ,I cannot be too far from my husband for a long time I have lived all my life with him and I was obsessed with him.

First few days without him were really terrible ,the house seemed too empty and I was all by myself,cooking was no longer fun and he was not around to eat my meals ,I missed him so much as everyday went by .The only consolation I had was the calls we had we were always talking to each other on phone and I looked forward to each time I hear his voice ,my phone became my companion and best friend .

I spoke to Authur about returning to work and he still refused ,I pleaded and made him try to see things from my perspective ,I tried to make him understand I was bored most times and I needed a distraction ,I wanted to get busy ,but all my plea fell on deaf ears and he totally refused the idea of me getting my job back.and for the first time since we got married we went to bed without talking to each other due to an argument we had ,I cried myself all through the night and I wished I was with with my man.

I thought about his laughter,his kisses ,how he touches me ,his lips , the way he speaks softly to me and I missed everything about him.

I tried calling him the next morning there was no response ,I left a voicemail there was still no response and it got me very worried ,I had no one to call and confirm about his well being and me and Arthur barely had any friends our world revolves around each other.not being able to reach him left me devastated and I felt like my world had come to a standstill.Differnent thoughts ran through my head ,what if he was killed ,what if he was sick or even something more terrible happened ,I thought about all this and as tears ran through my soft cheeks ,I had not realise I was crying all this time till the breeze started blowing and I felt the cold tingling of my tears on my shirt ,I really needed to speak to him ,for the first time in two years I needed my mom and her comfort ,Afther Authur there was no body I loved so dearly apart from my mother .

Mom, I said to her as she answered the phone ,with a shaky voice and you could tell I was crying just from the sound of my voice ,mom me and Authur had a fight yesterday and I have not been able to reach him since then ,I did not call him last night because I was mad at him,I expected him to call me but he did not and now I can't reach him , what if his not okay mom I asked her as I tried to catch my breath, stop crying my dear he is fine ,I'm sure his busy at work and he will definitely call you back when his free ,please do not get yourself worried or worked up ,my comforted me as she ends the call.

I tried calling his phone after two more hours and he finally picked his call ,hello a female voice greeted me .