But things were different. And he was different for the rest of their honeymoon and his smile was different and his eyes were different and when they looked at her they made her self-conscious of her body and she knew it was because of the calculations going on in his head and the next time she was n***d in front of him there wasn’t enough warmth coming from the lights or from his eyes and she was cold and got into bed and when he lay beside her she could feel his disinterest and she couldn’t stop shivering for a long time and the next night she wore her bathrobe to sleep and had trouble staying warm.
And the days were different too and he was quiet and disinterested and they didn’t take any pictures and when the tour guide was speaking he didn’t look at him and when he put his arm around
