Elle Anxiety made my breathing quicken and my entire body turned numb as his finger poked in and out of me. By stimulus, I clenched my nails deep beneath his skin. It didn't distract him but he was sure this wasn't just pleasuring anymore. I was cold. He stopped and leaned close to me. "Why don't we take this inside?" He suggested. It was surreal and I was sure any word from me would ruin it so I just nodded. He smiled and lifted me to the bedroom. He placed me gently on the bed and left me for a moment to get something. It was cold and I was here naked on someone's bed. He arrived seconds later with a condom. He has to be safe right? "You ready?" I was ready. To lose my virginity for real. I shut my eyes and nodded. I stretched open my legs and waited for him to make the fir

