Elle The rebel in me would choose those cheesy words without thinking twice but this was reality. I couldn't imagine going back to him after everything. My mom and Bella would be disappointed. I wondered I always pushed my own self destruct buttons and as fate would have it, He came online. I was sure he knew I had received his message because he sent another text. Can we talk? I exited the app before I could succumb to answering. It was difficult and it was driving me crazy. The weird thing was I was the one doing this to myself. I pushed him away and now it was impossible to get him out of my head. This seemed to prove I needed some working on myself. Zeno returned to the room and I immediately shrugged the disorientation in my mind and tried to give a supreme soul-deep clarity but it

