I drive away for hours, cursing my lot in life. How the hell did I end up here? How did I come to cheat on my wife…..my beautiful, amazing wife? What the hell is it about my wife that has me acting out of the ordinary? It’s all too much to face, and I’m ready to disappear. I don’t know where I’m going right now, but this path is more than destructive. One thing is for sure: one clear thing came out of all the noise. I have to tell my wife what happened. I can’t expect to keep this a secret from her. These types of things always rear their ugly heads, and I don’t want to get caught up like that. If I come clean, we can decide the next step together. I check the time and see that I have enough time to get home and change. I won’t tell her before her event because that’s work and it’s impo

