Past Jane It was that easy to get Nathaniel off my back. He left me alone after our morning encounter. I was hoping for him to come again, but I think I have finally hurt his pride. A boy like Nathaniel who has everything lying at his feet will eventually back off from something which requires hard work. He will just move on to someone else. And the thought makes my eyes burn and I hate it. When I have got what I wanted, then I should be happy, but I do not feel anything close to happiness. All I am feeling is despair. I should be happy that now Aria will leave me alone and all those stares will go away and I will be invisible again, but why am I not thinking about all those things? Why am I thinking about Nathaniel moving on to another girl? ''Hey, where do you wanna go tonight?'' Jas

