Present Jane Nathan wanted to spend the night with me. But I can't afford the authorities to call my parents with complaints about me sleeping around, not after what happened the last time I visited them. But I was right about them. They didn't try to contact me again. No call nothing. Just like that. It all feels like a nightmare truth be told. I can never imagine my parents apologizing to me for treating me so badly. I had to push him out. He didn't leave till the visitor's time wasn't over. Yesterday was intense. Nathan's response scared the s**t out of me. I never knew a light-hearted joke could take such a drastic turn. I wonder what Nathan would do if I seriously ran from him. His actions weren't justified. He acted like he was hiding something. No one would interpret my running l

