Past
Jane
Jas has been behaving a little spooked since her return from her outing with her friend. Which I doubt is with a friend. I think she is meeting with Jake but she doesn't want to admit it. So I let her be. It's her life if she doesn't want to share, I am totally okay with that. But knowing Jas, I know she will explode soon.
I have been avoiding Nathaniel successfully for the past few days. Every time I turn him down, he comes back a little stronger. I am afraid I don't want to push him to the edge. So I decided I am going to accept whatever proposal he offered today. Partly, I feel bad every time when disappointment shines in those gray eyes which I love, and partly because I am not able to resist him anymore.
A Yes is on the tip of my tongue every time he asks me out for lun
