Jasmine
Yesterday was heavy, emotional, and eye opener for me. Jake was angry, I knew. I knew it the second I told him I wanted to wait for some time. He had been patient. He kept his cool for four months, and I really appreciate it. Jake has never been a patient guy, if anything. He is the type to act recklessly and selfishly. His keeping his cool means a lot to me.
I don't know what happened to me yesterday. I had this sudden urge to take a look at the ring. I had been thinking about it for some days, but couldn't find the courage to go through it. When I finally did, it pushed me in front of the hungry lion. I handed him myself on a silver platter. God, the look on his face when he saw the box in my hand. I never want to witness that again.
I don't know why I am so hung up on her any
