Past Jake Last night with Jas was bliss. Complete and utter bliss. She snuck out on me in the morning but I am not mad. I can't be as I am still basking in the afterglow of our sexy night. It wasn't my intention to have s*x with her last night but one taste of her and I was craving for more. Rage fills me when I imagine how f*****g close she was dancing with that bastard. I wanted to f*****g punch his face, but my sweets saved him by going away from him. I would never admit it, but it f*****g hurts so bad that she said yes to him just so she can take her revenge on me. But I hurt her bad enough too, always kissing other girls just to show her. Right now I don't even know what I wanted to show her. All that feels stupid right now. Ah, I just want my Jas with me. Throughout the day, I

