Atticus had been really happy to hear that I was going to see about getting birth control. He promised to be considerate of any time I needed to get used to it and I felt guilty once more. Part of me knew how wrong this all was and part of me wanted to call it off and yet still part of me didn't want to stop. I almost couldn't decide which part to listen to in all the noise. Xavier drove me in his personal car to the appointment. It was a surprisingly simple thing and she even did a check on my general health. She was kind and gentle.
When I told the guys that I would need to wait a week for it to take full effect, they both grumbled softly but agreed to wait. Moments like that made it really show how much they could be alike. Xavier had one of his girls visit him that day and I wondered
