What Comes After

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I gave myself ten minutes on the ridge. Not to grieve — I didn’t have time for that yet — but to think. The hall was full, the feast was starting, and three hundred wolves were deep in celebration that had nothing to do with me. That was the only advantage I had, and it had a clock on it. I ran the numbers while I stood in the dark. The Waymark was two days’ walk north, maybe less if I pushed. I’d heard it mentioned in the records hall — a loose settlement of unaffiliated wolves in the neutral territory, no pack structure, no Alpha. Not glamorous. Not safe in any official sense. But safe enough, which was all I needed it to be. The problem was the border. Once I crossed into neutral territory, Silverbrook’s Alpha could initiate formal severance whenever he chose. I didn’t know how quickly Caden would move — whether he’d bother at all tonight, with a bonding feast to host and a new mate to present to the pack. But formal severance meant I became a Rogue the moment the bond broke, and Rogues drew attention in ways that lone wolves on a quiet walk north did not. I needed distance. As much as I could put between myself and Silverbrook before that happened. Two days’ walk to the Waymark. One night of cover while the pack celebrated. I could work with that. I came down off the ridge at a walk, not a run — running drew attention, even in the dark. The upper paths were empty, everyone still in the Great Hall, and I moved through the residential block with the careful casualness of someone who belonged there and was simply heading home early. Which was true, technically. For a few more hours at least. My quarters were in the east block, third floor. I knew something was wrong before I opened the door. The scent of recent activity. A displacement of air that meant someone had been here within the last hour. I stood in the doorway and catalogued the room in three seconds: clothes still in the wardrobe, some of them, but the small things gone. The photograph from the window ledge. My books. The worn blue blanket I’d had so long I couldn’t remember its origin. On the bare mattress — they’d already stripped the linens — a folded piece of paper. I crossed the room and read it without picking it up. Arrangements have been made for your relocation. A pack representative will collect you at dawn. Your service to Silverbrook is appreciated. Dawn. I looked at the window. The stars told me it was just past the second hour of night. I had four hours, maybe five, before someone came to this door expecting to find me ready to be handed off to wherever Silverbrook had decided I should go next. I didn’t let myself feel anything about the note. Not yet. Later — when I had distance and time and the luxury of reaction — I would feel whatever needed to be felt. Right now the note was just information, and the information was: I had a window, and it was closing. I went to the wardrobe and took out what was mine. Traveling clothes, the waterproof jacket, the boots I’d broken in properly. I rolled everything into the pack at the back of the wardrobe — I always kept a pack ready, that was just sense — and I moved through the rest of the room in under four minutes. Cash from the lining of my second jacket: eighty-three dollars. Pocketknife from the desk drawer. First aid kit. Protein bars I’d been keeping for long perimeter shifts. My phone — eleven percent battery, spotty signal this far from the main settlement, but better than nothing. I stood in the middle of the stripped room and did a final check. Eighty-three dollars. A pocketknife. The clothes on my back. A two-day walk to somewhere that might take me in. It wasn’t nothing. I’d started with less. I left the note on the mattress. I didn’t leave one of my own — there was nothing to say to people who communicated in unsigned transfer documents — and I turned off the light and walked out and pulled the door shut behind me with a sound so quiet it barely registered. The path from the east block to the north service exit ran behind the kitchens. I could smell the feast from here — roasting meat, spiced wine, the particular warmth of a large celebration — and I used it. Every wolf with a functioning nose was oriented toward that smell. No one was going to be watching the service path tonight. No one was going to be watching anything except the Alpha and his new mate and the spectacle of the evening they’d been given. I was at the service exit in six minutes. The gate wasn’t locked. Service exits weren’t locked from the inside — pack wolves needed to be able to move freely within their own territory. Which meant I was through and onto the back path before anyone had reason to note my absence, and by the time the feast wound down and someone thought to wonder where the discarded Omega from the dais had gotten to, I intended to be far enough north that it would take real resources to retrieve me. Caden had a mate to celebrate with. I was betting he wouldn’t spend those resources. Not tonight. Maybe not at all. The north road opened ahead of me, dark and quiet, the stars clear overhead. I adjusted the pack on my shoulders and set my pace — steady, sustainable, the kind of pace I could hold for hours without burning out. Not running. Not yet. I had time to be methodical about this. I was an hour out before I let myself exhale fully. The celebration sounds had faded entirely. The Silverbrook pack bond still hummed at the base of my awareness, muted by distance but intact, which meant Caden hadn’t moved to sever it yet. Good. Every mile I put between myself and that hall was a mile closer to somewhere I could land before I became a Rogue on open road with no destination. I kept walking. I thought about the Waymark. What I knew about it, which wasn’t much. What I’d need to do when I got there. I thought about Dessa — I’d heard the name from a Delta in the records hall once, the woman who ran the settlement — and whether she’d turn away someone who arrived with eighty-three dollars and a pocketknife and nothing to recommend her except the fact that she was still walking. I thought about everything except the ceremony, and the dress, and the wilting flowers I’d left on the stone steps. There would be time for that. Not yet.
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