Half Wild, Half Yours

The Night After

Back in my van, the world felt quieter, but my mind was anything but. I sat cross-legged on the bed, Tyler curled up beside me, his steady breathing a stark contrast to the whirlwind of thoughts racing through my head.

I picked up my phone, the screen lighting up with the last photo I took—a snapshot of the waterfall, sunlight dancing on the water’s surface. I stared at it, but all I could see was Teddy’s face, the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled, the feel of his lips on mine.

What was that?

I had kissed before—casual, fleeting moments that meant little in the grand scheme of things. But this… this was different. There was a depth to it, a connection that went beyond the physical. It was as if, in that moment, the world had narrowed down to just the two of us.

But I couldn’t let myself get carried away. I had plans, dreams that didn’t include settling down—not yet. I was a wanderer, a free spirit. Tying myself to someone, no matter how intoxicating they were, wasn’t part of the plan.

I sighed, running a hand through my damp hair. Maybe Teddy would just become another memory, a story to tell when I was old and gray. Or maybe… maybe he was something more.

I glanced at Tyler, his ears twitching in his sleep. “What do you think, buddy?” I whispered. He didn’t stir.

I lay back, staring at the ceiling, the image of Teddy’s smile etched into my mind. Tomorrow was a new day, and I had decisions to make.

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He is touching her. Hands are tangled in her hair and his lips trail down her neck. He was kissing her shoulders then her collarbone and then her his mouth was on her t**s. Sucking her n*****s through her shirt. She cried and arched her back wanting him closer. Wanting the feel of him on her without the barrier of clothes. His fingers traveled down her flat stomach and over her panties. He massaged her p***y over them. She tried to pull them off but he just keeps massaging and stroking and sucking. She was about to come undone..

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I sat straight up in bed. Feeling hot and sweaty. My head buzzing. I look around confused in the pitch black of my van. My heartbeat settled when I remembered where I was. I lay there in the dark and close my eyes trying to fall back to sleep. But I can’t stop thinking about that dream. It was strange as if I was watching the couple intimate with each other. Thinking about it makes my cheeks feel warm. I feel restless. I sigh and grab my handy dandy vibrator from its hiding place. I turn it on hearing the familiar buzz. I start to rub the head of it against my c**t. As my body relaxes I use my free hand to pinch my n*****s. When I feel myself getting wetter I slip it inside my parties. Still rubbing on my c**t. I think about my dream that’s for me all hot and bothered. I feel myself getting wetter. I run circles on my c**t and then drag the vibrator down until it slips into my p***y. I hear myself whimper and I push it in and out. I use my other hand to run circles in my c**t. “Mmmmmm” I moan. I rub faster and pump harder imagining I’m the woman from the dream. It feels so good and I want it. I let out a groan I clench my thighs, every muscle in my body is tight. My p***y clenches around my vibrator as my orgasm crests. I’m almost there. I roll my hips against the vibrator imagining its the fingers from my dream. My p***y contracts and my whole body tightens as I come. I cry out as I shudder and shake and the orgasm rocks through me. My arched back settles against my bed. I lay there and try to catch my breath.

I can deny it all I want but I know who the man and the woman were in my dream.