Her Rogue

Dreams

"Why did you do that?!" A voice demanded.

I halted my run. Nearly skidding into a tree.

I snapped my head around, trying to figure out where the voice was coming from.

"Why the hell did you bolt?!" The demanding voice came again.

I growled my deepest growl.

"Who the hell is that?!" I demanded back.

"You sir, are an i***t. It is I, your wolf." My wolf, Zeke, said sarcastically.

I haven't heard from Zeke for a very long time. Rogues disconnect from everything. I shouldn't be hearing him at all.

"Zeke! Why are you here? Where have you been?"

"I was practically in a coma since you disconnected me after you turned rogue. The smell and sight of our mate, snapped me back."

"Well you should have stayed in a coma cuz I can't be her mate!"

"Oh shut up Xander!" Zeke growled.

Xander. That was my name. I didn't remember my name until Zeke said it.

"Zeke! Look at me...us...we have no place to be a mate!" I growled back. I need to hunt. I needed blood. I need to forget her.

"Good luck with that. I won't let you. Her wolf was whining for me."

I tried to ignore Zeke.

I walked to my cave. I suddenly felt very tired. What is going on with me? Us?

"You are shifting back from a rogue." Zeke chirped in.

I flopped on my bed. My eyes were growing heavy. I needed sleep. But that's hopeless. The nightmares prevent that.

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After he bolted off, I ran towards home. What am I going to tell my parents?

The Alpha wouldn't allow a rogue to become apart of a pack. Would he?

It's never been heard of.

I finally made it home. Still no one was home. I ran to my room to get a new change of clothes. I was hot and sweaty from running so hard. I thought my lungs and heart were going to burst. I quickly took a shower and then took my dirty clothes and towel to the laundry room. I took the clothes I'd previously washed and put them in the dryer. I threw my dirty clothes and towel in washer with some of my other clothes. I added the soap and started it up. I went and finished the dishes and than headed to my room.

I flopped on my bed. I pulled my purple velvety throw blank on me. What was I going to do? The Mating Hunt is this next Friday. He can't come on our territory. No one will accept him into our pack.

"But he is our mate!" Kate whined.

"I know he is Kate but it just won't work." I replied back.

I know I hurt her feels because she started whimpering.

"I'm sorry, Kate." Nothing. I heard faint whimpering and that was it.

My eyes began to feet very heavy. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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The nightmares didn't come to me. Instead, I saw her. She was the most beautiful wolf I've ever seen!

Her emerald eyes and her russet brown fur. How she submitted to me.

I snapped at the beautiful muzzle!

I still am disgusted with myself. She was only trying to sniff me.

I wanted to take it back. I wanted to snuggle her. To kiss her. She needed me as much as I needed her!

I woke up from my nap. I need to figure this out.

I headed to the lake to wash the dirt and dried blood from my coat.

The water was cool. I slipped in and began to swim around. I dipped my head under like a wolf who was fishing.

I climbed out and shook my fur. I peered in the lake to look at my reflection. My fur was a smokey black with silver guard hairs. There was a bit of gray on my muzzle. My eyes were a gray in color.

I have no idea how this would work. I'm a rogue. But I'm her rogue.