Chapter Song – Just a Fool - Christina Aguilera
‘Another shot of whiskey please, bartender. Keep it coming till I don’t remember at all, how bad it hurts when you’re gone, na na na na … Turn the music up a little bit louder, just got to get past the midnight hour o-oh. Maybe tomorrow it won’t be this hard … played the lyric to Christina Aguilera’s song. Her words hit me square in the chest with the kind of pain that could only be felt when you lose something you couldn’t replace. My trust melted into a feeling of betrayal. Love froze into cold anger that was numbing. And my faith disappeared to a place where it could no longer be reclaimed. And as I guzzled pints of pinot noir and grigio, the more my soul plunged into a deep dark abyss. I raised my glass for more, “Pour me another, please
