Chapter Song – No Way Back - 8mm ‘I feel like a sleuth. Is this espionage I’m doing?’ were my thoughts as I hit the print button. A small but intense part of me questioned my tolerance of Sean. I doubted if I could keep up with his lifestyle. His working hours were jacked up and busted too. Yet despite the secrets and lies of omission, I stood by my man. Was I seduced and intrigued by his mystery? Definitely. My lust for voyeurism, hunger for adventure, and the love we shared, it all converged to form a black hole that pulled me in. I couldn’t help but feel like one of many stars that orbited his planet. I wondered what his twisted universe had in store for me. All I wanted was proximity. But the thought of flying towards the sun he represented was as dangerous as it was thrilling. Sea

