Lost hope

CHANGE

Heading upstairs, I take in my new shower. the huge rain design shower head, with enough pressure to loosen any tight muscel. The once huge 6-person claw tub is now a jacuzzi style that can fit 8. With a marble surrounding. I noticed the paw prints that were imprinted while the coloring was drying. Must have been a design he bought at the last minute, I thought. It was beautiful.

Stripping down, I opened my brand new closet filled with different colors of towels. I grab a black fluffy one.Untying my hair, I turn the faucet on and enjoy the hot water and climb in. As I'm washing my body can't help but imagine niko hands all over me, the mention of his name, or even the sound leaving my lips, leaves a burning desire, and the cold part of my chest filling with warmth. Those mucels, light caramelized skin.

The strength and the going out of his way to help me is just amazing and makes me feel like a teenager again. His full lips, and that amazing tongue. He knows all the right places, as if my body is his to do whatever, knows all the right stops he can explore ways to create new paths. It just feels too soon to be feeling this, but it feels so right. Shoukd i give him a chance, and let everything go? I need to heal and get over this heartache. I can't let my guard down because he is doing his job and helping me remodel my house. Shaking my head out of these depressing thoughts. I hear promise yell up for me.

"Faith! where are u you?" I'm up here getting dressed. I'll be down in a few minutes, hurry up slow poke, we got mase and Skylar down there, taking over the raido! I'm gonna meet you at back and save you a seat. Alright, give me 5 minutes." After the door closes, I hurry up and throw my hair up in a bun, and a tank top with light blue shorts, heading down stairs, I slip on my flip flops and head out back. Sure enough, niko, mase, promise, and who assume to be Skylar singing kot ni jo. Watching 3 men 6 ft 4-10 taking turn switching between one another, laughing, and having the biggest smiles on their faces.

Boots kicking up dirt and singing their little hearts out. Promise runs up to me, "Ready, girl?! it's our turn. Let's show them how it goes. " She puts on Shania, twain feel like a woman promise grabs my arm and pulls me on the make shift stage. I let everything go and just let the mood flow. Shaking my head side to side, smiling and yelling along with the guys. I feel like a woman. It's hallirious to see the guys having beer in one hand and fist raised the other, singing their hearts out. After the song ended, I jumped down right in Niko arms. He twirls me around, letting me slide down his body, smiling wildly. Looking into those turquoise eyes, deep dimples, and pearly white teeth, I remind myself i need to take a breath and try to heal.

One minute, I'm being swung around the next. I hear a really deep growl. Looking into the woods by the lake, i see four dogs walking towards the edge. Closer expection they're wolves! Mean ass wolves. All four have matted fur and smell horrible. Salavia dripping off their barred fangs. Everyone stops, and everything seems to go in slow motion. Niko jumps over me as a what the f**k?! a Wolf! All my friends are now wolves! Niko goes to the first one that jumps forward and rips his throat out. Mase and promise get the the other two. How the hell i know who's who is beyond me. The fouth suck around and jumped on me from behind. I fall on my back dirt and rocks scrapping my palms. I tried to yell for Niko, but more came.

I fall flat on my back with my arms forward to stop him from trying to get my throat. I scream as his drool lands on my face, his teeth snapping. His front leg comes down and scratches my arm. All of sudden, I have the red hot fury kinda like that motto. Hell had no fury, then a woman scorned. My vision turns white, my body hot with rage. The last thing I remember is thinking I will not die like this. I'm standing feeling drenched. My whole body is wet. Looking around, i see multiple wolves dead shredded like hamburg. Among the dead wolves, I see my friends. I want to see if they're OK, but I'm also mad and feel betrayed again. Niko comes over lays down with his head on his paws kinda like an apology. I hear his voice in my head. Wait, what?! I try to ask how that's possible, but my voice comes out like a growl. You hear this people I get attacked, and now i'm hearing voices in my head. I officially lost my s**t! I try to step back, but I slip on a head?!

I get back up but see my arm covered in fur. I saw enough movies to know blondes don't live in this situation. I haul ass to wherever isn't here. I get to the lake and see my reflection. My scream turned to a howl. What i see is two pointed ears with fur shaped like a bobcat on the top. My face contorted to a large snout with knife like teeth. I don't have pretty fur. I have corase fur that looks thick and stringy. It's a fire red color. I'm standing on two legs. My torso is musucalr with a thin waist. My legs are strong, thick thighs that will envy any woman. Turning my head, I see a small fluffy tail. My feet are huge with razor sharp talons that resembles eagel talons. Putting my hands to my face I see they also are talons. I hear leaves crunching and twigs breaking. I smell him before I see him. I stand facing towards the lake. He know stands as human. "Faith" I twitch my ears to show i heard.

"Darlin' you're beautiful, I thought your kind was lost." I turn my head to him and c**k it. "just imagine your human body and u can change back" Taking a deep calming breath i do just that. As soon as i went back and now looking up to him. I started firing off questions. "First off what the hell who were those wolves?! why did they attack?! second the f**k you mean my kind was lost? "Darlin' no Niko no darlin' answer me!" Niko ran his fingers through his inky black hair. They are called rouges. A wolf with out a pack. With out one they go mad. We survive better with a pack and hierarchy. Faith you are a lycan." With those words I feel my body getting weak and vision going blurry.