The Alpha's little Omega

Chapter 4: Maddox

Never in a million years did I ever think that my wolf would calm down. I have been living in complete agony and I was slowly going feral but everything just changed because of the wonderful sweet scent engulfing me .

Mate !The word feels like a mantra in my head as my wolf keeps saying it over and over until it grows into an irritating song. I have roamed these woods for a long time and I never imagined finding my mate being dragged by a feral rogue or maybe let me correct myself second mate being dragged by a feral rogue.

"She can't be my f*****g mate ! "I growl to my wolf who has being restless since we sensed something strange about the girl in my arms.

There's no way she can be my mate and I'm not even trying to be difficult or resentful but it's just not possible. I lost my mate last year and since then I have been on the brink of losing my humanity. My wolf is always taking over and I have lost touch of the real world. Everytime I try to do something sensible like go back to my pack and be the alpha I should. My wolf just takes over and drives me to violence.

I can't control my wolf because of the grief that resides in my heart. I thought losing my parents was traumatic but losing my mate to rogues was the worst. I couldn't even save her because of my negligence and now my wolf is jumping around in my heart trying to claim another mate. This isn't happening!

" I'm confused as well but I can't deny the strong bond we feel. It's stronger than the one we had with Maria ," my wolf whispers.

My chest tightens at the mention of her name. Her name alone brings me alot of pain but right now not so much because the bond between this stranger and I is so strong .

I look at her plump lips that are slightly open as her chest rises and falls slowly. When she saw me she immediately passed out of fear and I really hated that.I have also noticed that her body is so skinny and weak. It's almost like she hardly ever ate at all. Where is she from? And whoever treated her like this will f*****g pay for it ! The anger that bubbles inside of me fails to go away at the state she is in. Even her wounds are not healing. She is almost like a human with no wolf at all.

But her scent and aura is so sweet and strong. I wouldn't mind having her next to my side for the rest of my life. She isn't ordinary but I don't know if she is really my mate. I take a moment to remove the wild strands of blonde hair that are covering her face and admire the tiny freckles on her cheek.

Fuck! I need to take her back to my pack and make sure that she is taken care of by the pack doctors and when she is better then I can reject her so that she finds herself a better mate.It is probably a mistake because I'm too broken and violent to keep her. She is so fragile and it makes me feel like I might hurt her at any point.

"Damn, I hate my f*****g life ,"I whisper angrily as I carry my mate carefully.

Fortunately, as long as I'm not physically dead, I'am still the alpha of my pack and I have been known to be the most unstable and violent of them all. Everyone fears me which is good because I hate to be taken for granted. The only person who was close to me was the mate that I had lost.

"Why would fate do this to me ? "I mutter angrily when I look at the person in my arms.

My wolf doesn't reply but I notice that her wound on her left leg is slowly closing up. I don't know if it's my touch but it's better than nothing.

"She is our mate ,"my wolf says

"It's obviously a mistake and it will be corrected,"I mutter under my breath .

A mate bond can break but a new one doesn't form like a miracle. Everything will go back to normal like before but I don't know if this will be the case.This little stranger is too weak and vulnerable and my wolf is not going to let her go because the bond is too strong.

"it is not a mistake,"my wolf mutters silently.

" It is ,"I grumble as I pass through the invisible wallls that border our pack.

The pack is quiet but I can still hear everyone and feel their connection through the alpha link. I make my way straight to the pack hospital casually and step into the hallways .

"Excuse me ,"I speak in a gruff voice grabbing everyone's attention.I hate our raspy my voice sounds especially since it has been long since I talked.

The busy hallway drops to a dead silence as the staff look at me in horror.One of the nurse's jaw drop down in shock when they land their eyes on me. I don't like to repeat myself but the shock on their faces is understandable.I left my pack three months ago and I killed half of the members because my wolf was unstable.

"I need you to take care of her right now ," I speak while everyone just looks at me in shock and fear.

" Or maybe I didn't make myself clear,"I speak icily.

"Right on it ," one of the nurses jumps in fear and pries her off my arms.

My wolf shifts uncomfortably at the loss of contact. Sparks tingle on my skin as her long soft hair accidentally brushes my arm. Her sweet scent is enough to drive me crazy. It makes me feel like I'm at home and I f*****g hate it.

"This is a total f*****g mistake ,"I whisper trying to convince myself because when she wakes up I'm going to reject her immediately.

My wolf tries to protest to my decision but I really don't care. I only had one mate and she is not alive.Her death is the reason I went feral and I almost lost my humanity. Losing another one will break me