After that episode of mine, my alphas became devastated at my condition, wrecking their brains to find out what my pattern was or what triggered me but finding none.
The therapists confirmed there was none and nothing could trigger me, suggested changing my session from thrice a week to every day, and gave me tons loads of medicines and herbs prepared especially for me by the witch doctors.
All the medicines are unbearably bitter and hard to take but I couldn't see my Alphas being devastated and frustrated because of me and also, whenever I couldn't take it they always had a way to make me take it.
For example, when I refused to take a bitter green tonic no matter how much they begged me to, I kept throwing up every time it hit my tongue, after using so many ways but still couldn't make
