Sebastian POV
I’ve been struggling a lot recently. I found that distancing myself from Amara was a lot harder than just the thought of it. I wasn’t sure if she realized but I could feel her emotions tenfold. And when I bear her mark, what she feels from me will be greater.
It made me feel awful. It was just a mistake. I didn’t intend to mark her that way. And now I can’t take it back. I can feel her sadness and her anger. But it wasn’t even really her fault. I lost control. There was no way for her to stop me.
I could have killed her.
That’s what I struggle with the most.
The bond tugs at me, urging me to be with her constantly. I’d catch myself staring at her without her realizing. I’d even have to stop myself sometimes trailing her as she walks around the castle.
So far, I don’t
