Just Be You

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As I said, morning isn't as good as it was.

Listening to the class lecture with chapped lips and unruly hair. The fight ended well as the student council pulled us both and put their guard dog. Desiree was put in another section with Trisha so she could handle that cunning woman.

Frederick is my ultimate crush. No one approached him as they knew I liked him. Every girl cried a river as I tried to cut them off. I thought Frederick would notice me and yes, it was, but the problem is he looks at me in disgust and hates me to death.

I stopped approaching him after this school year started and like what I said, I stopped that girly stuff but my heart still beat for him.

Me and Madison had a small quarrel, but turned into a big fight that lasted till now and took it personal. Knowing Desiree and Trisha would always be by my side, but who would have thought I had a Judas on my side. Kissing Madison's feet.

I often cry while asking them about Frederick, but Trisha isn't interested in my feelings for Frederick as she tries to pull me right on track. While Desiree fueled my feelings and broke my trust in her. She doesn't know what friendship is and now I will end our connection!

"Why won't you brush your hair?" Looking at the guard dog with glaring eyes.

"Do you wish me dead?" and ignored him. I felt my eyes tighten more. I want to cry. Those letters that I made last night aren't worth it anymore. 'Causing another blood bath with Madison would be fatal.

"You should listen to the class."

"Hey, where's your note? You should take note of this."

"Are you student?"

"Hey? Are you listening?"

Still ignoring the student guard dog. These hateful prim and proper students torture me every time they catch me red-handed.

Every teacher who experiences the Avis siblings often runs away if they hear they are the one who will handle them. My elder brother, Rhys, is the first one who broke the teachers'expectations. He is a prim and proper student, but often abuses his power and questions the teacher in every way. If he hates someone, he will pester them by questioning them with his knowledge, making everyone kneel to him and beg him to stop asking. He graduated with flying colors and the face of our school for 4 years.

After Rhys graduated, my second brother entered middle school and looked like a photocopy of my elder brother but quite cool. He's smart and every girl's dream, but the problem is he often bring fights at school. Because of the woman he's into it or into him. They bare it for 4 years and wait for 3 years as I enter the school year as a middle schooler and I won't go for the details.

"Alexandra Avis, go to faculty." Miss Mariano said and sighed.

Brushing my hair before leaving the room with a guard dog.

"Why don't you leave now? Don't you have class?" Trying to ward off this little pawn piece of the student council.

"They wanted to transfer me to your class and stop you from messing up the school." He said and I wanted to cry. My eternal peace is crying.

"You look like a dog if you follow me!" I don't want to be rude, but I have to rub it off.

"Dog? This face is quite a looker." I sorted and turned, ignoring this narcissistic sick.

Entering the faculty is like entering a trial court. Praying that I won't see Mr. Leon. Upon entering, everyone looks at me, which makes me stop for a minute.

"Good Morning?"

They only shake their heads and roll their eyes. I want to stab those eyes, but I have to look for Ms. Mariano. She's good to me and understands me. I want to ship her with my brother quite a balance. A nagging and calm beauty.

"Ms. Mariano." Getting her attention.

"You sit. I have to discuss something with you." She said and sat fixing my tie to look like a good student in front of her.

She sighed at first and said "I got many complaints about you. Your teacher wanted to kick you out of school, but I hindered after all your grades are kept hanging on. If they kick you, whose school would accept you?"

Lowering my head, I felt ashamed many times. Yes, my two brothers are good when it comes to their studies. I don't know what happened to me. Mom and dad never complain about my grades, but people who know about my brothers always compare us. My two siblings often pick a fight with them, even though we often have a squabble.

"So I will apply to you through a school cram program. Even though you aren't qualified due to many problems you had at school, the principal still accepts it. I wanted to talk to your parents about it, so please inform them before we can talk tomorrow." She tries her best to soften and understand me. She really has an expectation of me.

"Learning isn't my forte, I want to apply for vocational school." Truthfully entering science middle school drains me the most. I'm just lucky that I passed my exam because of Frederick.

"Vocational school?" She looked stupefied.

Nodding my head slowly. "Learning complicated things isn't good for me. I'm just lucky I passed the admission test. I don't have a super brain like my older brothers." Smiling slightly, feeling lost.

Degrading yourself is quite hurtful.

"I know you are the same as your brother. It is just your quite destructed. If you are really into vocational school, you should have informed your parents so they could understand you better." She said. After informing me about the cram school and my grade grades, she dismissed me.

"So how's the deal with Ms. Mariano, did you grab it?" He asked with a smile, squinting my eyes at him. He's quite a noisy and meddler.

"It's none of your business," and passed by him. I don't know this guy. He looks new. Maybe a transfer.

"It's my business, you know. I'm your guard dog." He said proudly, making me disgusted about it.

"You're sick, don't follow me! I don't know you!" Step back and tried not to be close to him even breathing in the same area.

"ALLEN! ALLEN REY KNOX!"

Seeing him smile irritated me more and raised my voice. "Who cares about your name?"