22 Blair As the days passed, I got worse and worse. I didn’t know how many days were gone, but Willow and Maize told me each time they came to visit. I promptly forgot, along with everything else they said. It was becoming harder and harder to hold on to sanity and consciousness. All I wanted to do was sleep. But I was afraid that one of these days, I wouldn’t wake up again. Though they tried keeping sad news from me, I demanded to know what was happening—many fae had already died from the sea plague, Lugh was still alive but in worse shape than I was, and Red was going crazy, waiting for Layla and the new medicine. When Willow told me Layla and Mahaeru had arrived and needed a volunteer, I offered myself. “No,” Red said from my chamber’s entrance. He crossed his arms and hid the via

