DEMETRI I am so happy right now and the reason for this happiness are my friends who I don't even wanna call friends because all of them are more than that, they are my family. All of them have shown me so much love and accepted me for who I am and have not judged me for my past mistakes. I always thought that I deserved to die. When I was eleven I thought I deserved to die because I thought that Dad didn't love me enough and mom left because of me which was totally stupid of me. At sixteen I wanted to die because I was so sexually confused inside but on the outside I had to appear as a totally different person. And after what happened to Max I thought I deserved to die because I was a horrible person but these amazing people saved me especially Max, I never would have in a million years

