At that point I was already used to the idea of taking random trips and long drives spontaneously. I had learned from the time I spent with Cal how fun it could be to do certain things without thinking too much about them. It helped to relieve a lot of the frustrations I felt, even before I left the house. I rushed up to the master bedroom to start packing. From the knowledge that it was a vacation home alone, I was able to conclude that I would need to bring along a swimming outside. Since it was summer, I packed clothes that were fit for the season as well. I was excited the entire time I packed until I pulled open one of the drawers. I had forgotten about Cal's shirt and where I had placed it. Seeing it invoked some emotions and I took it in my hands, bringing it up to my face. I rushe

