I had been wearing his shirt and he left in a jacket he came with. As I lay on the floor, I took ahold of the hem of the shirt and brought it up so that I could smell his scent. It brought me to tears. Knowing that I wouldn't get to be close to him or feel his skin against mine for a long time made my chest hurt too painfully for me to bear. I couldn't stop crying and didn't want to either. I wanted to let out the emotions I felt so that I could be able to cope with his absence later on. That was just the first day of the many that I wouldn't be able to see him. I couldn't give in to despair so soon.
From seeing the ring on my finger alone, along with the fact that I hadn't been alone the entire night, Hannah was able to deduce that the man I was with, Cal, as I had told her his name befo
