For two whole hours, I was buried underneath a blanket on the bed. The curtains were closed because I did not want any sunlight entering the room. Anything that reminded me of the outside world had to be quelled. Tatum allowed me to retreat into my room after our talk. He decided to let me cry out all of the emotions I was holding back. There wasn't much I could do besides that anyway, so I cried into my pillow until I fell asleep.
I woke up to a very painful headache because I had cried myself to sleep. Pushing the blanket away from my head was a bad idea because the brightness only caused my eyes to hurt and my headache to grow worse. When I tried to sit up in the bed, a painful throb swam through my skull. I clutched my head with my hands to help ease the tension and sat in that positi
