Forgotten love one yearns for: LOST LOVE

Episode 4: Throw Back I

Li Jin stopped by the road on his way to the office, when his attention was on the renovation of a Hot Pot Restaurant, this was his wife favorite place , she would always drag him here just to eat the spicy noodles, her smiles, Does she know it's been renovated? He thought

Li Jin's Throw Back****

Li Yunxi's Mother is from the Xu family, the Xu family is also among the wealthy and richest family, her maiden name is Xu Wei, her English name is Jane. she graduated from Cambridge University England UK, it is located on the River can 50miles (80km) north of London With BSC (Hons) International Business Management, and also called out her Post- Graduate program Msc (Business intelligence and Analytics)

we met at St. John College on September 23, 1999, we got married April 14 2003, we courted for four good years or should I say three and half years? she got pregnant around January 23, 2004 (smiles) I clearly remember how I rushed home to meet her after her call, I passed over several red light out of worry ( laughs)

*****Visual flashback

Li Wei: Hubby, (smiles) Welcome home, How was work?

Trying to catch his breath (Panting)

Li Jin: Yo..u sounded very worried on the ph...one (he breaths heavily) I remembered you telling me you weren't feeling well and you would go to the hospital today, what happened are you alright? ( he turns her around while observing if she's hurt) what did the Doctor say?( looking very Sad and worried)

Li Wei: Remember I told you I do have slight Headache and sometimes I feel nauseated? ( looking depressed)

Li Jin who noticed this, was panicking, Yes I remembered,,He Said

Li Wei: Do you remember when I asked you to get me my favorite steamed buns and when you brought it, after eating I started vomiting severally? she asked again this time the sense of worry and depression written all over her face was about 60%

Li Jin's face turned pale, he's face was as white as a paper and his rosy lips loosed it's color, it was like a dead Rose,..... is the Doctors report that bad? he asked(looking very scared like a little child out on his own at night having horror images flashing through his mind)

Li Wei: It's very bad, I never expected just results, why was I so careless, ( she thought of how she wanted to take a very strong medicine for her headaches)

The baby would have been flushed out with that medicine, how can I be so so careless and irresponsible, how can I be senseless I hadn't seen my period for two months now, God, Baby mummy is so sorry, she thought deeply within herself and begins to Sob with tears pouring out of her eyes

Li Jin was heart broken, he hate it was she cries, he could never hear her sad face much more her tears, thinking as a man while knowing she needs his comfort and not for him to break down, he has to comfort her to be strong

it's okay honey, Don't cry, everything would be Okay, there's no sickness that's incurable is there? your sickness must be curable..... he said hugging her in his arms

is the sense of motherhood curable? she thought before she replied : the doctor said it can not be cured, even after death is still can't be cured, she said with her smile, since she was under his arms, Li Jin could not notice this

I am not going to far with this am I? After all once a woman become a mother, even till death she's still a mother, so if he thinks beyond this, it has nothing to do with me....she thought and began to chuckle lightly which made her body shiver

Li Jin who was holding his wife in his arms, noticed her body movement and thought she was very afraid, so he assumed Death was on her way, How can her sickness be incurable? How? (tears sipped from his eyes which disappeared within seconds) she can't see me like this, she would break down, I need to be her pillar of comfort: he said to himself

Breaking up the stiff moment he said: Do worry my Love, Everything would be okay don't loose Hope, am here for you and would always be here for you no matter what

Li Wei felt touched by his words, she had mixed feelings, Happiness, sadness, love and affection just for this man. She become list in her thoughts: Did he think I was going to die? if he did , then that means I went too far, see how sad he looks ( feeling sad) God knows I didn't tell him that with my mouth, am only Pregnant not dead, Anyways I didn't tell him to think like that did I? But i really made it seems I was going to dead ( feeling sad) who asked me to do this? OH Conscience Let Me Be Can't I Joke around anymore, the more he feels sad the happier he would be if he finds out am pregnant

Coming back to reality, she got off his arms and held his face with both hands

Li Wei: Hubby why are you looking Sad? ( smiles)

Li Jin: ( since she's not bothered I should smile for her too) Am not Sad Honey (smiles)

Li Wei: You didn't even ask what the report said? Don't you want to know what the test says? Don't you want to know what is wrong with my body?

Li Jin: No, need my love let's forget about the report, that report made you cry, I don't want to know what it is, Let's go and eat, I can perceive the aroma from the dinning room ( smiles weakly)

Li Wei:(sobs) you mean you don't care about my body any more? you mean you don't want to know what's wrong with me? you don't care about me any more (continues Sobs)

I should have joined an entertainment industry, I would have won the best actress Oscar's Award, what a great actress I would have become...she thought to herself

looking at her teary face, he become angry with himself, why did I make her cry? why? what a fool I must have been...

No love don't say that I care so much about you, you're my life, please forgive me, Okay give me the result let me see....he said while stretching his hands

Li Wei was touched by those words"You are my life" I prefer telling you with my own mouth then given it to you, should I say it?

promise me you won't cry when saying it....he said

I promise, but you have to promise me that why I tell you, you won't get angry at me and that you would forgive me...she said

okay I promise, I won't get angry at you and I can never get angry with you, you've not done anything that's demands my forgiveness....He said

just promise me. . .

okay I promise...he said

while walking to the dinning room she shouted: The Test report says am Two Months Pregnant

immediately she said that out, she ran to her room and locked the door

Li Jin who was still lost in his daze left his eyes widely open, seeing his little wife's action, running up the stairs he was more dazed, she's pregnant? I think I heard wrong coming back to reality

what! you are pregnant? he said running with full speed to their room

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Xu Wei her Maiden name

Li Wei her name after marriage