I WANT HIM

Life goes on

Frank

John can be naughty at times, he was dancing nakedly in front me.

come on John, you need to stop, huh, we have to check out of this hotel, I told him.

hu huh, you booked for the whole day Frank, don't be a vibe killer, try to relax, I bet you are enjoying all this huh.

actually i am, I wish am like this with Sammy, but it's just a dream that can't come through.

yeah I am enjoying it, are you happy now

yipeee! don't dull man, he sat on my laps.

Frank, do tell me what on your mind?

nothing, why

you seems distracted, what wrong? did you want me to stop?

hey, it isn't like that, just thinking about something. okay.

thinking about him?

what did you mean by that John.

come on, am not naive. I know you love someone else.

fuck he knows, how come, I thought to myself.

hey don't freakout, I know you didn't feel the same way i felt for you.

John, I touched his face, that doesn't matter okay, don't think I didn't care about us, believe me I do, i really do likes you, am always myself whenever we are together, and more so, it's you am dating not him. what we share Is special okay. I tried to assure him.

I know, he smile, you know I love you huh

I know, I wish I can say the same John, but one day I might say that to you too, but now let enjoyed ourselves. please don't over think this huh.

Frank, loving someone who can't reciprocate it back is a torture, hope you know?

I know, and sorry, I hope one day I can be bold as you, and I can also love you back.

nothing is holding you back Frank, he was moving away from my laps.

can you stop all this, stop pushing, I hate all this okay. it's your choice John, if you can't accept this, you can quit okay, am not forcing you. see am done here, I can't offer you more than this, and pls check out when you are through. am leaving I told him, and I left without glancing at him.

I left the hotel, and went to my car, am a jerk, I really f****d up, I shouldn't have encouraged him, when I know this will hurt him later, gosh I just want to move on from Sammy, but I can't am tied with him. I need to solve things out with John, I will hate myself if I let things end like that.

I left my car, and I went in side the hotel room,to check if he's still there, why can't he be so pushy. thanks God he's still there when I opened the door, he was dressing up.

hey, I called

what did you want, he said

stop sulking huh, am sorry I hugged him. pls don't stay mad at me. please, am sorry for been a jerk earlier. huh

it's okay, I have already know where I stand, just don't know you will go that far.

John am sorry okay, please just forget the whole stuff, I care about your feelings, please don't make me feel more bad.

it's alright Frank, am not angry again, thanks for the head up though.are we still good he said.

we are, and you know I don't want to stop doing stuff with you, I can't stop kissing this soft lip, kissed him.

hum he moaned.

I kissed him deeper, tell me to stop and I will? i asked him.

hum, pls don't stop. he started kissing me back hungrily, for once I stop thinking about Sammy, my life must continue, I can't deprived myself from been happy, I deserve to me happy, more so he's with his girlfriend now. I kissed his neck.

did you want more babe? I asked

yeah, pls don't stop.

I moved from his neck to his n*****s, i started sucking him.

yeah, right there. pls don't stop he moan.

I like how he moan for me. I put my hand on his manhood, he moans more. the more he moans the more I massage, I feel his pre come, and I bend to my knees to put his whole d**k in my mouth, he moans loudly.

yeah babe, ohhhhh, he shouted.

I keep sucking him, babe am coming he shouted, and I feel his come in my mouth, and I kissed him with all semen in my mouth.

babe you are sweet, I told him. want more? I asked

yeah babe, he replied. I bended him over the table, and I take him from behind, he moans my name, I can't get enough of this with him, I f****d him like never before. with all the moaning I knows he enjoyed it, and we came together.

that was crazy Frank, we have never f****d like that before.

yeah, be expecting more of that, I turned him over to face me and I kissed him.

am sorry for being a jerk earlier.

it's okay, it's gone. you have just make it up to me now, am okay with you.

thanks babe.

you are welcome, let go and clean up together I told him. and he said yes. we went inside the toilet to clean up. with or without Sammy life must goes on.