Am I dead already? Is this how being dead feels like? This is not the way I wanted to go, my subconscious said.
No of course I'm not dead. Because if I was, then I wouldn't be talking to my subconscious right? Right.
I pushed myself harder until my eyes finally opened and I looked around to see that I was still in my hospital room. The thing making the beeping noises was the heart monitor I was plugged to. A sigh of relief fell from lips because I wasn't died....yet.
I rolled around and saw Nick sleeping on one of the chairs in a very uncomfortable position as he clutched onto my hand with a firm grip. His usually perfect hair looked dishellved and my heart clutched at seeing him there but then the memories of what happened re-appeared and all I wanted to do was get away from him. Slowl
