A Glimpse of Us

Mistake

After few months of talking and chatting one day Niña told me to wait for her at the school gate in before I enter the school campus because she has an important matter to talk to and I replied, okay I'll wait for you there. In the morning as Niña instructed I waited for her at the gate then she comes wearing a make up and removed her eyeglasses and walk towards me , as she is getting nearer I asked her, what is it you want to talk to? She said for these past few months I realized that you're sincere and got pure intentions for me so I'll trust you . You're now mine Luke and Im now yours.

I am shocked of what I've heard and due to so much excitement I hugged her out of a sudden even though there are many people around us and among them is Ella she's watching from afar and crying while the other students claps for us.

We come in the campus together ,as we're walking in the hallway a message pops up on my phone it's Ella with a long message saying , you know Luke I'm lying to myself I keep convincing myself that what I feel for is not love but in reality it is ,I'm happy that you made Niña your girlfriend but I request that don't let her experience the pain I've experienced right now ,I really love you Luke but I hide because I don't want to destroy our friendship and I know there is no reason for you to like me back. But the more I hide my feelings the more I fall for you , so I wear dresses and make up to get your attention but it seems there is no chance that you'd feel what I'd feel for you ,this love is one sided I hope you two good luck and stay strong together.

After reading her message it feels like my heart will be thorned apart so I replied, I'm sorry Ella but to be honest I also like you in fact I still like you until now but I hide it because I thought you wouldn't like me back and I'm scared that our friendship will be over if I tell you what I truly felt for you .

And she doesn't reply to my chats anymore ,she blocked me on f*******: and all her socmed accounts and after a month Mark asked me why Ella hasn't been coming to school for months, I'm shocked of what Mark said and I replied I didn't know her reason she blocked me on all her socmed accounts.

And then I talk to Niña about what Ella said to me before her disappearance , maybe she's hurt so much and she wants to be alone for a while .Why don't you talk to her, and I replied but how?she blocked me on all her socmed accounts then Niña said why don't you come to their house and talk to her personally. I stared at Niña and asked,was this the best thing to do? She replied, yes because you're her only one best friend if there's someone who must comfort her at a time like this it's you. Then I hugged Niña and said thank you for your advice love.

After the class I decided to go to Ella's house to talk her, but when I reach their house it's only her mom that's in there so I asked her, ahm hi auntie can I ask where is Ella? She hasn't coming to school for months. She replied, Don't Tell me she didn't tell you about her decision to transfer school and continue her college days in Cebu city . I replied ,no auntie she didn't tell me her plans for this past month then her mom said , Don tell me both of you have fight? Then I replied, actually we've had and it's about our friendship.She asked, what about your friendship?

I told her what Ella told me and what happened to us before she leave and decided to transfer, then she replied , I know Ella is hurt so much just give her time to move on Luke I'm pretty sure she'll come back when she's fully healed from what happened. Then I replied, I was to be blame if only I'd told her what I felt her maybe this won't happen.She replied No, don't blame your self son, everything happens for a reason maybe there's a reason why both of you has mutual feelings but decided to hide it .Then I said, you're right mom I'll just believe on God, and pray that Ella will be safe.

Afterwards I go home and I created an dummy f*******: account to stalk Ella and have a communication about her.I named my f*******: account Lucas Perez and luckily she accepted my friend request then I chat her first, hi ? She replied, hello? And then we chatted for 3 hours until she had mentioned my name when she answered my question,Uhm have you ever fall for some one? She replied,ahm yes he's my best friend Luke but he doesn't like me back so I decided to distance myself to move on. Then I replied, what if she likes you back but he just hide it because he doesn't want to ruin your friendship.She replied, that won't happen I've known Luke for a long time and I know that she'll do everything just to get a woman he likes.