My mind kept replaying last nights events as I stared at my blank ceiling, laying in the comforting silence. It was weird to think that it was Luke I ended up losing my virginity to, but it was anything but a bad choice. It cleared a lot of things up for me and settled a few thoughts, like it made me not even care about Ellis and Cianna anymore or having to keep Luke and I on the down low. I wanted to flaunt whatever we had to the world and I knew he did too. The only thing left to settle was the timing. Last night after a quick shower together and me yelling at him not to get my hair wet, we hurried back downstairs as if nothing had happened and spent the last hour of the night on the couch surrounded by some old friends with a drink in hand. After they all had left we went straight back

